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September 30

Boot Camp.

Hi all...!!! Im back...cant talk bout NS...blah blah...U know...security reasons...
I miss everyone alot...I thought Jasmine wouldnt make me feel anything anymore...but I think I was wrong...I still miss her alot...
Sad Sad...Really happy tat many frens came to fetch me...Kelvin Joey Akira Wilson wif new girl Angel Geraldine WeiYang...
Really happy to see so many familiar places...everything bout Tekong was like nth when I saw them...
Dun really have to go into wad I did...jus slack ard...then went home to put down my stupid bag...quickly bath got dressed N went out to go crazy...continue going crazy till I have to book in again...sianz...
Gotta get everything rdy N continue to relax while I still have de chance to...OMG...I jus wanna lie down N rot...=P
Jasmine...!!! U'll always be on my mind...I wont be contacting U anymore...TAKE CARE...

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September 12

Seeyall Soon!

Wed...2days left...
HI all...Skating today...my last day skating...might not have de chance to skate again...but no matter wad I'll try to make time...Videos...
Went off at 5pm to go down to JP wif Joey Mei to meet Kel's mom before going to Kel's POP...kinda interesting...felt abit excited tat Im going in...N also I felt really sian tat my freedom will soon be gone...
Anyway...cabbed back to JE N met Akira...went down to have Mac...then did some stuff...went back up again to de rink N waited for Kel N Joey to come...
Went Kbox-ing till 3am...sang like a crazy ass killing chicken...lol...
Thursday...Last day...
Now going to bed at 4am...wtf...!!!
I guess 1 of de fear we really have when we R going to get enlisted is de uncertainty of wads gonna happen...U R clueless of how things R...U dunno anything bout of tough it is...U hear many diff kinds of stuff from frens tat have gone through it...
Oh well...Nth's gonna really make me more frustrated then de fact tat I wont get to see de dearest girl to me for ard 2 weeks...
Went out for final meeting wif Jasmine...pass her my PSP...take gd care of it girl...=)...I trust tat U will...talked N really sad becuz of several reasons...haiz...
Went to WM to get de final stuff I need...but really clueless of wad to get...so I went to Kel's hse N waited for de Kel N Joey to get rdy...went back to WM...buy buy buy...tats it...I think I got everything...now all I have to do is pack...
Packed N hopefully I didnt leave out anything...
Bye everyone...I'll seeyall soon...JASMINE...!!! I'LL MISS U LIKE CRAZY...!!!
Akira...!!! U stupid idiot...jus get smarter...
Kelvin...damm U...POP already...sianz...
Chloe...N lvl JIAYOU!!!
Joey...GROW UP...!!! =X
Wilson...SHUT UP...!!!
Alicia...ehhhh....take care...
Daniel...go N die...
Joyce...die wif him...
Jeff...take care of her ok...? thks...=)
Sry if Ive left many people out...but still...U all take care...N skate on my behalf...lol...
Everyone!!! look over her for me...better tell me if anyone gave her a hard time...
I bid EVERYONE GOODBYE...!!! N now I jus simply feel terrible...!!! argh...!!!
Tekong wif...Mom , both of my Sis...N Kel & Joey...!!! Really happy tat they R willing to acc me...even though its so early...=))
Last goodbye is to her...

BYE DEAREST JASMINE...!!! =X

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September 10

Its CLOSE!

Monday...4days left...
Woke up N got rdy to go out to get de rest of de stuff I need...bought a new non-camera HP...watch...then went home...
Went out after awhile...met de Iwasaki family...had dinner then walk ard to look for pet shops selling hamsters...
Played Lan...=_=...then went to Mac to buy take-away's...Cab home...
Tuesday...3days left...
Slept at 2am...
Wake up N prepared myself to go Interchange N meet Chloe...
Basically all I did was acc her...
Sent her home at ard 5pm...then went to de Dad's office...
2nd Sis sent me N mom home...N then blah blah blah...
Although thinks I say to Chloe might be kinda harsh...I would jus wan U to move on quickly...tis is life...N its also Y girls would say guys R jerk...
Tats it...Im feeling really tired today...going to bed already...

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September 08

Facing De Light.

Sat...6days left...
If time shows how much U meant to me then My every second is Urs.

If actions shows how much U meant to me then I'll look into your eyes & say I love U.

If life shows how much U meant to me then mine is yours.

If strength shows how much U meant to me then I'll hold U wif every ounce of strength left in me.

If perseverance shows how much U meant to me then I'll always be waiting behind U till de day U hold my hands N pull me beside U.
Will I really be tat deeply in love to really give my everything to her?
Of cuz Im not talking bout Jasmine...but will she be de one tat will make me do all tis stupid things? haha...
Going botak today...when I wake up Im gonna go over WM to go botak...=)...before heading to de rink...
Off to bed at 230am...
Wake up to know tat Jasmine not skating...so nvm...
Eventually manage to get her to meet me at interchange to pass her de sketch...then talked...hand over my skating glove to her since I wont get to use it anymore...
It wasnt all tat weird when we talk which is a gd thing...but I guess it would be de last time I'll get to see her...might have chance to see her when I book out but chance R slim...
After tat went over to WM to go botak...
When I went over to de rink everyone were amused obviously...
When it was getting late Chloe got even more upset...then everything went crazy...after tat de things were really boring lah...dun wanna bore anyone...
But Daffy Maggie Chloe N me went prawning...caught 8 in total...let 2 go...=_=...
Finally met Akira wif de usual...at CCK...then sort things out wif de couple...although its still not cleared up but I was jus getting too tired to help them anymore...
Sun...5days left...
All tat shit dragged to Sunday...N now Im home typing tis at 640am...!!!
Starting to miss Jasmine already...N oh ya...gotta remove a sentence in de previous post...so its gone...lol...will anyone notice it?
Some little gathering at home Mom's Bday Celebration...due to some situations tats been going on...I nvr ask any of my frens over...actually some...but its better tat they dun come...becuz for today...I would wanna onli be thinking of girl...
Bickering wif Jas over MSN...lol...yes girl its really amusing...actually Im jus happy becuz I may not get de chance to bicker wif U anymore...
Still trying to enjoy my final days...oh well...I have Jas to think bout...

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September 06

OreyeOreyeOrrr.

Thursday...8days to enlistment...
Stay up late sketching my favourite girl...=P...finally slept at 430am...
Woke up N stone abit before going out to WM to get a card case for de sketch tat Ive made...
Chloe called then chatted wif her for like an hr +...saw Joey Mei at de interchange too...N oh ya...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY MEI...
Was suppose to have dinner at IMM but cock up N I went home instead...
Chatted wif Piggy...miss her so much...N so sweet of her...she say she misses me too...jus hope tat when she's back in SG I will have time to go out wif her...
Yes girl Ur de 1 N onli in my mind...
Showing off my room now...
*psst* U can see a little spot where theres de sketch I made...haha...de chio bu in my mind...lol...
Friday...1WEEK LEFT...!!!
It would normally be TGIF today...but for me...Im not happy tat its friday at all...N de week after I'll definitely not be happy tat its friday...
I hope everyone will feel sad for me when I tell U tis...My Dad is not going in Tekong wif me...alright...Y dun I jus go alone...I wouldnt mind at all...wad if Jasmine can go...haha...but sadly theres sch for her...
Will my family miss me? If they do...of cuz its nice...but it'll be a real bonus if Jasmine misses me...awww...tat would be GREAT...Y M I not tat happy if my Family misses me? Its becuz everyone of us takes for granted tat we R have one another...
I really would wan everyone's family N relationships problem to be removed...its actually really obvious when U take a step back N think bout it...N how U should go about settling de situations...
Woke up N waited for Chloe to be done wif her piano lesson...asked Jasmine if she would wanna join us but de lazy pig wants to stay at home...
Took 174 wif Chloe then it broke down...lol...first time for de both of us to encounter smth like tis...
Went to Wisma first...found out tat de stupid shop is no longer there...WTF...went over to Cine to catch Forgetting Sarah Marshal...M18 leh...N I still manage to bring Chloe in...haha...
Really funny movie...N touching as well...
Went over to Starbucks N chatted for awhile before we went off...
Scolded Chloe along de way...haha...
Night night everyone...

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September 04

It Nvr Pays.

I only realize tat sincerity doesnt count for anything when it comes to people U have feelings for...
Its as simple as U like him/her or not...N if he/she likes U too...
I dun see situations like sincerity touches ones heart N U see them together...but no its really as simple as wad Ive said above...my heart is totally crash...tat beauty of courtship de romantic things we tend to do for people we have feelings for...
OMG...I wan tat really romantic courtship...but nowadays...its jus going ahead N ask...U like me? No ar? ok switch next target...wheres de beauty of Love if tis is how we make our choices...SAD LAH...
But no matter wad it is...N no matter how many times I fail...I still wan tat really beautiful courtship...if its as simple as YES/NO...I rather kill myself...
For now...Im feeling sooo much better...before tis I was still struggling wif if I truly wanna step into tis whole shit once again...but now Im honest enough to jus say...I like U...N actually now I start to feel tat its really ok to be like tis now...No one should be unhappy...Im happy now...so U should be too...=)...=P...
It was kinda a shocker to me when I realize I like U...I've nvr like anyone like U before...Its jus de time I get to know U tat made me find out wad an adorable girl U R inside N out...but its kinda a risk to go for someone tis young...haha...as I grow older I tend to know more younger girls...=P...
But Y does it have to be U N now...? Sad...Sad...

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Be Part Of Me.

Monday...11days to enlistment...
Half Dead at home...really tired...from yest...cant go into wad happen...=_=...haha...
My Lappy crash yet again...N have to do all setting N dl many things again...
Jus another day at home...
Tuesday...10days to enlistment...
Woke up late...had a really bad night...de whole feeling things came flooding into my mind...so sry for de really bad description of how I feel...I really dun wan it to happen especially wif so little time left...but still it happened...
It was obvious to others...but to me I jus wanted to protect U...but when I felt tis anger I knew it was jealousy...N tat Im starting to like smth more bout U...
Went to WM to get some stuff...then was struggling if I should go look for U...but then U were such a lazy pig...!!! oink oink...!!!
Saw Angela at interchange...chatted before I went off talking to Chloe & Jeff...talk to Chloe de longest...her exam period N I miss tat Bui Bong...hahaha...talked to Jeff...N he soon knew bout it...lol...Im tat fucking obvious lah I know...=P
Took MRT to orchard N went to look for Akira , Kaori (his sister) & Kaname (his bro)...had dinner then Wilson came...seriously I was looking like dammm CUI loh...wif my ah pek sandals...at least if I had wore shoes I'll feel better...=_=...
Settle some stuff...then caught midnight movie wif onli de Iwasaki family N another girl...Death Race...nice show...but it doesnt really appeal to me...still its nice...
They took a cab N I had to take a cab alone...sob sob...=(
Wed...9days to enlistment...
Its going down to de single digit...WTF...so sad...sad tat I wont have enough time to spent wif her...boohoohoo...=((
Skating...fucking mood swing but it isnt anyones fault...
Jeff & Jas left me out N didnt tell me they R at de rink...boohoohoo...sob sob...=((...
After awhile I felt better...
Left early...Dad picked me up to go over to St.Regis Hotel...sampling of de food for Big Sis's wedding dinner...
De toilet at St.Regis...haha...
People N Decor photos...haha...
N finally heres me...!!! =P...

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September 01

September.

Its sad...new mth new beginning...how I wish I could have at least a mth...tis way...I can jus go for de girl I like...how I wish I could jus say I like U alot N who cares bout de consequences...but No...it cant be like tis...its frustrating...to be left wif so little time...N to not be able to be honest wif myself...
I really dunno wad I should say to myself...I would normally take deep breaths N jus hope tat when I exhale I'll feel better...but it doesnt really work all de time...Im trying to keep a distant away from how I feel but I cant stop it from drawing me back...N getting closer every moment...reason being becuz Im jus attracted to her...
I'll be honest wif wad Im thinking...I cant N will not make any moves to go after anyone...but Im not gonna stop anyone from going after me...lol...jus kidding bout de 2nd part of tis...I jus dun think it'll be right for me to be attached right now...but I still complain bout it to my frens constantly...=P
At de end of de day...I still feel really bad...as bad as it can be...but I still have to smile becuz life goes on...at tis moment I can onli say tat Im really sry becuz I really wanna spent de rest of my days wif my girlfren if I had 1...even if I dun 1 I jus wanna do nothing...pls tolerate wif me for de time being...becuz I cant control my mood swings...
Who agrees tat Love is unconditional...in fact everyone should agree to tis...N so I shall keep tis in mind N go wif wad I feel...wif de guide of my mind...N de right thing to do is to be alone...but no harm in building better understanding of one another...its sad but isnt it gd enough...? At least I get still get to spent time wif her...
N I start my mth wif tis in mind...N end my post wif tis...I know I like her but I wont ask her to be my girlfren...so jus stop asking me to do so...she has her life too...N I dun mind being onli a little part of it for now...it might change in future N who knows...someone knew may come into de picture...tis things will happen N life goes on...
To all my frens...Stop asking me If Im wif her already or not...Stop asking me to ask her to be my girlfren...De answer is all NO...Im happy being single N being her fren for now...a fren I like very much...tats all...
I would wan U to know tat Ive somehow fallen for U...I dunno when it happen but I know how it happen...a personality of Ur own daringly speaking up...de obvious adorable face of Urs...N an occasional childishness U love to show...I nvr expect tat I would have de image of U in my mind occasionally...but I guess now it cant be helped...N its sad tat I wont have enough time to spent wif U...
Wad a way to start de mth...N slowly waiting for de day my freedom gets taken away from me...boohooohooo...but I'll always be tat optimistic Andrew U all know...=|

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De Mth Ends.

Sat...13days left to enlistment...
Skating...Jas waited for me wif her cousin...wad abit late...sry girl...
Jas had someone's skate...I think its Daffy sister's...
Jas is really a slow skater...N for some reason my legs were really weak so I was skating almost as slow as her for most of de time...
Try teaching her to snow plough but she got not serious at all...=_=...nvm...soon U'll get it...
Went off together N Jeff had some banking some to do...N bout tis...Jasmine has some things to blog bout...lol...Jeff was jus a gundoo lah...lol...
De 3 of us went back to catch Wall.E...awww...tats my view of de movie...really nice...funny...N also getting de point of Earth having problems across...onli bad things bout watching de movie was tis kid sitting behind us...whom kept asking Y? Y? Y?...its annoying but from another point of view for a kid to be asking question isnt a bad thing...but tat kid's dad should teach him to keep his/her volume down...U shouldnt really bring ur kids to catch movies...jus get de DVD when its out...
We went off together...taking MRT...N Jas constantly loves to swing de skates when she's holding it...so I had to take 1 side N sometimes both of de skates jus so tat she would stop...=_=...
I alighted at Batok N didnt know Jas was alighting too...haha...I ps her N she came running out...=P...
Sat down at de interchange N my bus came first...=P...dun bother bout her le...haha...no la...can see tat her bus is also coming soon...not like her bus went off already...if so I'll be really nice to acc her...=)
Big Sis came back today...I think she went HK then back to ShenZhen...wadever...China is her 2nd home already...
Sis bought me my electronic shaver...rechargeable but dunno how long it will last if I bring it in to Tekong wif me...
Off to rest...
Sunday...12days left to enlistment...
Went to Comex IT fair...
Met Jas first...then Jeff came...followed by Akira & his bro...
Reached there N Wilson was reaching...but end up Akira his bro N Wilson didnt had anything they wanna look for so they went off...
Leaving de 3 of us...continued looking ard...didnt buy anything...I think was becuz it was so squeezy then didnt have de mood to purchase anything...
Went off to Mac N had dinner there...I was pretty much stoning but still listening to Jas N Jeff talking...
We went off to PLAY till it was really late...Jasmine isnt it how its spelled...? Where have I spelled it wrongly? JAS-IS-MINE...=P...LALALALA...
Pics from de 2 days...

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