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August 31 - Quick update on de last day of 1 of my fav mth…
- My Dad kope my laptop…haha…his not returning it to me…N so…Im temporary using a desktop brought from de office…
- Waiting for Comex then I’ll get de ASUS laptop…
- Teacher’s Day today N I onli realize it when I went to WM N saw tons of students in uniform…
- Sep is here already…N 1 yr ago I was chained to SG…an another yr more I’ll be free…LOL…enjoy Ur Sep people…
August 22 - All I wan is a dream…to go through de dramatic ups N downs…eventually ending up alone together standing someone really romantic…tat kinda stuff…
- De views we have back in Sec Sch…de views we have now…I get amused by some little stuff…N a gd example is our views of a girl…whom we all see her as a cute girl…but I actually think tat its actually jus so-so mah…haha…many many stuff other then our views on girls…=P
- Can I pick anyone off de current list I have…although I dun especially like anyone…? Can I? Can I?
- Oh wth…someone will make me fall madly deeply in love wif her soon…tada~~~
- Life being 21…eh…obviously there wont be any changes or any different from how I live my life as a 20yrs old or wadever my age is…
- Thursday…finally back to work…a guy whom has totally pissed me off last week continues to show tat his right…U have cross de line mister…N I can waste my time getting back at U…but I choose to let U be who U R like wad I always do…becuz to me Ur a worthless piece of junk wif tat kinda attitude…
- I’ll play wif U through de remaining days…before I leave…GOOD LUCK…*evil smirk*
- Yipee Friday…came back home N while I was walking pass de squash court…some ang moh saluted me…LOL…
- SATURDAY…!!! Natsu-Matsuri Summer Festival 2009 is great…!!!
- Had alot of fun there…wasnt in de mode of noticing girls…but QX was…LOL…so I take it tat there really is alot of cute girls there…
- Im falling in love wif Japan again…met wif Sapphire N her BF…saw Cookie N Angel there…
- But we all were wondering ard separately…QX N I stuck together of cuz…I’ll leave de pics for de next post…right now gonna go back to watching The Guess Show…!!!
August 18 - Im making tis really simple…15th Aug…PARTY day…woke up in de morning N started getting rdy…blowing balloons…cutting ribbons…N moving things up to de hall at 2plus…
- Lijie was de onli person assisting me…N thks to him I finish decorating really quickly…
- THANK YOU ALL TAT ATTENDED…I tried my very best to entertain/chat wif everyone…N I know U wont blame me for anything…=P
- Im happy tat everyone was amused by my idea N even though I was de 1 being tortured…but Im really glad everyone enjoyed it…=D
- Will be watching a movie wif QX later at night…
- Watched Jack Neo’s “Scary” Movie…not very funny…but jus funny…not his best works up to date…
- Here’s my fav pic from de party…
- Im sleeping wif more soft toys now…N my bed is kinda like a girly bed…jus tat I onli have 3 soft toys…
- De party is over…N Im so glad tat Ive managed to make everyone smile…N now tat tats over…Im looking forward to my actual birth date…N I may be someone tat doesnt believe in making wishes…but jus tis once…on my 21st Bday…I’ll make a wish at de stroke of midnight…
- Went to return de Lion on Monday N went to Botak Jones below QX’s place to have lunch…I totally ripped my Dad off…haha…cuz I order de prime ribeye which cost like 30+…LOL…
- After lunch…Dad went to work N I went to QX’s place…he got rdy…N we went to WM to get postal stamp N waited for LayYan cuz he left his bottle in de vehicle de other day…
- QX N I went to visit HX…slacked till ard 630…QX had to book in soon…went off wif QX…he should already be in camp when Im typing tis…
- Finally…I got hold of my camera…N I’ll upload videos soon…N it really is hilarious…
- Im turning 21…right now it doesnt feel like its any special from previous birthdays…N Im jus feeling weird…de weirdest feeling tat I cant describe…
- 21…then sooner or later 30…so on N so forth…dreading it already…few more mins left…HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME…
August 14 - Errr…my mind is so occupied wif de party tat Im not coming up wif interesting stuff to talk bout…countless night tossing N turning…frustrating over de party…every single shit I gotta get rdy for…
- Its finally Friday…2nd Sis helped me get de mystery item…Big Sis went along…after tat we went to Pasta Fresca along Bukit Timah to have lunch…after which 2nd Sis sent me to camp…
- N now Im getting rdy…taking out de clothes Im gonna wear…putting all de stuff tat I’ll be bringing up to de Hall…lots of stuff to do…gotta make a checklist…
- I hope things will go as plan…wish me luck…oh N of cuz happy birthday as well…=D
- Last of all…HAPPY BIRTHDAY IWSAKI AKIRA…
August 12 - Went to visit HX on Tuesday…before tat I went to Jurong Point to buy balloons…80 to be exact…basically de decorations for de PARTY…!!!
- Reached his hse N he was watching Harry Potter…previously I pass him all de movies of Harry Potter till now…except for half blood prince which we caught together…
- Accompanied him till 6+…after which I took buses home…
- Working late night on a Wednesday…nth much for today…
- HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AH XIAN…21 N Ur in camp…OMFG…tats so fucking sad…my poor man is stuck there…take my party as a consolation to Urs…=D
- People…U MUS BE EXCITED FOR TIS COMING SAT IF UR COMING…CUZ I PROMISE U WILL BE SURPRISED N HAVE LOTS OF FUN…BECUZ…I PLANNED EVERYTHING…DOWN TO DE DECORATIONS…although I dun think de deco will be special…de normal simple deco…tats tat…
August 10 - Suffocated…I cant share my emotions…how much I actually wan to be some ones guardian angel…being part of some ones life…having someone to think bout…doing things for someone…taking care of some things of tat someone…
- Till now it still feels impossible to reach out to someone…anyone…
- It takes days to like U…weeks to fall in love wif U…mths to let U know I love U…yrs to show my love for U…
- For me…to like someone I’ll probably consider for a few days N it’ll slowly become a mus to see U…N before U know it…I’ve fallen in love wif U…then now its all bout de courtship…
- Questions…will U be interested in me? (trying every ways to please U) …can U see how much I like U? (wad more can I do…hmmm) …I should jus let U know N get an answer. (but wad if U were to reject me…not giving me de chance to show how much I would love U…N de length I’ll go to , to create a wonderful story jus bout Us)
- Will she be cute , bubbly , active , amazed me wif her own opinion…will she be there N surprise me…will she be de one reprimanding me for not loving her tat much anymore…will she be complaining tat Ive not hugged her since yesterday…will she grab me or I grab her N kiss me/her…will she jump out of no where onto my back N make me run down orchard road carrying her…will she be calling for me when her heels R broken or her shoes torn…
- She WILL be de one tat motivates me in de things I do…
- Sunday…visited HX at NUH…got hospitalized cuz he has tis giddiness which makes U vomit…might be due to his bike accident so he had to be there to be observed…
- Before tat…went to QX’s hse to return him his laptop…he did his stuff N we went to visit HX…
- Was gonna go skating at night…but I slept N didnt bother to wake up…
- Now using my old laptop…I jus realize de C: has a boost…a boost in memory space…
- I crave to have tis feeling tat I cant describe…to have a certain smth of someone N taking care of it…It seems so hard to describe it…so I wont bother to try anymore…
- Duty on Monday…so basically there’s nth to talk bout so I’ll jus post it now…
August 09 - Friday was yet another working day…went out at night to watch G I Joe…Akira Wilson Kelvin Another Kelvin…plus Sabrina N her frens whom we met at Great World…
- Nice movie…but kinda lame if U think bout it at de end of it all…
- Went to have prata at Timah…N found a worm maggot like thingy in de curry…N so we got 50% off…till now it still disgust me…creepy…
- Reached home at ard 5…N fell asleep really quickly after freshening up…woke up at 130pm N got rdy to meet de Stage phone strap seller…LOVES IT…
- Went to a secret place to place deposit for a secret thing…hehehe…
- Went to somewhere near home club to look for Chy Gf…she was in a flea market…but I went off after awhile…N went to Jurong Point to meet Muah Chee to get Chloe her Bday present…
- We then went to Chloe’s hse…
- Honestly I went there for de “HOT” babes…but sadly there wasnt really any…but frens tat I hardly see…like Carolyn de really interesting to chat wif girl…Cara…Rice…Line…all girls YES…haha…
- Now at home…Bday Party next week…everything is planned out…all I need to get now is de decorations…EXCITING…!!!
- Lastly…HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE…AKA Stupid Girl…
August 06 - Do U realize we handle relationship differently as we grow up…we learn wad we should shouldnt do…blah blah…de way we handle relationship matures along wif ourselves…
- Our first few relationship would hurt a lot becuz of de lack of knowledge on how to de break up…de rejections…de cold shoulder N all tat…Knowing more N understanding tat there will always be complication…we now would mutually agree on a break up…but still getting our hearts broken becuz certain things were done…
- I know there’s smth I wanna say…but becuz I had it all in my mind while going to work…at work…N coming home from work…didnt jot it down N now I onli can remember tat I did had smth interesting to talk bout…
- Tats All Folks…
August 04 - It hurts me to say tat Im developing a tummy now…=(
- Life’s still gd…N before I forget…my Dad learnt to use de word fuck…incredible…I think my 2nd sis influence him somehow…LOL…
- Its nth happening…no matter how much I wish to feel de way I would feel when falling in love…but its not happening…no luck I mus say…de main real reason…Im jus plain lost…no sight of wad exactly is de real way we should go bout in falling in love…
- Hmmm…I actually think its becuz I question myself too much…plus de fact tat Ive not actually been in 1 for such a long time already…Im like a total noob N dun understand it at all…WTF…tats horrible…
- Its not bout being desperate anymore…Im jus totally clueless of wad it should be anymore…desperate to understand it rather then desperate to be wif someone…or izzit being wif someone will make me understand…WTH…Im jus making myself go mad thinking de way I M thinking…
- Tired…N now I jus let my line drift along de waters waiting to get smth…
- Present : It would be great to buy Urself 1…It would be even better if he/she goes through de trouble in finding out wad exactly U wan N buying it for U…Its nice to let people buy things for U even though U know it N even being there in person…but wad touches U is de secrecy…he/she buying smth for U without U knowing but wif tat thought…tat thought of wanting to get U smth touches U becuz its from someone ard U whom U do not hate…
- I start to communicate TRUTH , NEEDS & FEELINGS wif Dad…Past Present Future…N came to a conclusion…his tat stubborn old man wif his own beliefs N his way of doing things…its bout wad HE wants N nvr wad other needs…still its challenging but fun arguing…we dun get pissed but solemnly think…I honestly think I understand his point of view…but does he understand wad Im trying to say?
- We all have disappointment…but if de cause is due to greed , for example gambling in stocks etc , then too bad…I think U deserve it…
- I dun wan Ur money…I dun wan U to make me live de way U wan me to…I jus wan U to understand ME…but its too late…=(
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