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July 30 - Im looking forward to Ur end in Ur relationship…Yes I actually am…its jus a thought tat sudd came across my mind…OMG…not gd…
- Ard Feb 3rd…is a day tat I should remember…its when I got my horoscope tattoo done…in 2007…not very sure bout de date…but I went through de trouble to check my old blog to find a post I blogged bout getting tis done…
- N I remeber getting tis kinda randomly…didnt pick a date…I mus say I didnt really give in any thought when getting tis done…jus came across de design in frens shop when HX N Clair both were showing interest during tat period to get a tattoo…thus I was in de shop quite often…
- Jus had enough time to come across tis design…N after searching ard for designs…decided tat de design in de shop was nicer…no regrets…N comments I get or rather people asking wads tat design…guesses were…funniest “clothes hanger”…de most often ones “magnet” “omega”…occasional “snake”…
- M I angry or feel not tat gd after they guess wrongly giving me tis kinda weird weird answers…? Im not angry actually…becuz I dun expect people to understand…in both ways…de meaning N de design…not knowing de design is alright…but if U question Y I put it N say some negative stuff…depending on my mood…I’ll probably jus tell U to shut up N keep comments like tat to Urself…
- Aug 18th…arm inked…Feb 3rd or somewhere ard tat week…back of neck inked…Dec 25th…back finish inked (first 3hrs Nov 23th - next 6hrs Dec 13th – Dec 25th finak 6hrs)…haiz…Im jus a common boy…inked or not inked…
- Thursday…mth is coming to an end…N there was some animal rescue going on in camp…found 2 new born kitten in de drain…got them out…tried to lure de mom to them…hopefully she has found de kittens N move them some place safer other then de drain…
- Tats all for now…N I really gotta thk QX for lending me his laptop while his away in Tekong…THANK YOU SO SO MUCH…!!!
July 28 - Usually I would be hating myself for who I M…de someone tat cant stick to anything…de someone tat cant seem to find her…
- I realize tat I change personality frequently…1 day I would feel tat so N so is ok…N then suddenly I would think tat its not gd…then alright…then maybe…blah blah blah…
- My point of view change so much so tat when I suddenly go back to de first view of a certain smth…I wonder Y I feel de way I did back then…tis is too confusing for anyone to understand…
- Simply…a certain smth can have many different points of view…problem is…everyone have their own N hardly 1 can have many…but me…while time passes I get all sorts of ideas bout a particular smth…
- I give myself headache trying to find myself…at which I come to a point N give up…too~ tired…
- Counting down de days left…Aug is so near…so many events…excitement…!!!
July 16 - Do U get on de taxi N think tat de driver should know where Ur destination is…
- Sometimes we do things N expect de other party to respond N act accordingly to de certain task…but wad we end up having is to be constantly asking de other party to follow up on wad they need to do…reminding them over N over…
- We jus take things for granted expecting people to get back to U jus becuz U’ve already inform them…
- Tis all happens when we R out in society…out of school…N into de working world…but still even if we were to make sure things go smoothly…we’ll have to waste lots of time checking every thing…making sure he/she is doing wad she has to do so tat certain stuff can get settled…haiz…fucking irritated by how NS is so cocked up…=_=…
- Today got my first ride from HX…he had to wait outside my camp for awhile becuz its never certain when I can really go off…N so we had dinner near Jess’s stall…de usual…
- My conclusion…I’ll stick to driving instead of riding…THANK YOU…hahaha…
July 14 - I would normally blog on both days before I blog or 1 of de day…but right now…I got nth on my mind…N whenever I do have smth I wont be infront of my laptop…so anyway…
- 2days of work N its jus de same old shit…like I said before…a whole week of shit ahead N all I can do is work like a slave…haiz…working slave…
July 12 - Weekend is so not fun tis time…work on sat…at home to rest on sunday…Monday work…no OFF…!!! Pretty hectic tis week…Im so falling ill soon…
- I dreamt of being attached AGAIN…tis time its wif a fren…Ive dreamt bout a taiwan celeb once I think…dreamt bout unknown people…dreamt bout people I know of cuz…
- This 1 is really creepy…but it started out really sweet N all but end up not sad…but creepy…becuz its a fren tat I wasnt really thinking bout…Argh…its jus so creepy…
- Ok…I’ll get over it soon…Im cool right now…no sudden spur of desperation…phew~~
- Tis sudden spur of feeling jus appear out of nowhere…de time when Im promoted from Sec 2 to Sec 3…lower sec to upper sec…tat change from wearing short pants to wearing long pants…N all of a sudden U realize Ur becoming a senior now…tat kinda feeling , I think , wont ever come by again…its really special…*memories* *memories*…
- I wonder Y its so hard for me to find someone to love nowadays…I think we all have a capacity…de capacity to love…N when U find someone N it all runs out in de end U’ll break up…but I think little surprises, little arguments, little changes & many other factors leads to tat capacity not going empty…
- I envy de future girlfriend of mine…haha…cuz my capacity to love is very very very high…N its gonna blow soon…
- My whole coming week is so shitty…becuz there will be an exercise going on for de whole week…I’ll probably work from morning till night for 5days straight…=(
- People…hear tis…we should give in to people sometimes…so U urself mus understand tat at certain times people will be in a more irritated state so dun expect them to talk to U nicely N when they dont…dun make things worst by arguing back…be a little more understanding N we can live happily together…=)
- There’s smth seriously wrong wif my dreams tis past 2 days…de weird dream bout me being attached when I was doing duty…plus de dream I had today while I was having my afternoon nap…tats even weirder…so weird tat Its really hard for me to say it out…ITS JUS SO FUCKING WEIRD…
July 10 - Its already making me happy receiving emails replying my invites…smiles smiles…N if things go smoothly till de day of de party…I promise tat there will be a surprise for everyone…*hint* *hint*…
- Harry Potter is so gonna win Transformer 2…!!!
- I wanna be honest…I realise tat while I was still maybe 19 N below I didnt understand wads so sexy bout de ass…but i now look at some ass N find certain shape really hot…=X…Hahaha…signs tat Im growing up…LOL…!!!
- Ive got not much time to be thinking bout certain stuff recently…tis is always becuz Im working…N although I do have time of my own while working but I’ll be going crazy or resting…
- But anyways…tis few days been fill wif so much laughter…both at home watching Bai Fen Bai N going crazy at work…=D
- Becuz working late Im unable to post tis…but I dun think tis is long enough to count as a 4days post…
- Ok so after a long wait at NUH de verdict is out…Ive got mild slip disc…not surprise…tats it…Im so excuse from all heavy duty work…muahahaha…
- So god damm tired man…plus working on sat as well…OH MAN…tata peeeps…oh ya…SRY Alfreda “Wife”…cant attend Ur Bday BBQ today…hope Ur having fun…=)
July 06 - I came to understand some things…how unstable I’ll find a girl to be…nvr dare to let go fearing tat she might fall…while de right thing is to let her fall N climb by herself N occasionally hold her N help her up…
- But I dun think I’ll ever learnt to judge when is de right time…
- Ok…I jus dun have de mood to go out N do my stuff…but it makes me think…I wonder if I’ll go if I can get my hands on de car keys…hiak hiak…but still…I’ll probably jus waste my time away again tis Sunday…=_=…
- Wads hurtful…its hurtful when good intentions turns out bad…Buzzing Cashier 2 on Chn 8 kicks off wif such a hurtful story of daughters wanting to fulfills Moms wish but ends up wif increasing debts…by now de shop should be doing well I hope…tempted to go down N check it out…
- A little more then half of my monthly $400 is going down de drain soon…sob sob…ARGH…!!! N its becuz theres things I wanna buy…”NOTE” its wanna buy not gotta buy…so I actually I can choose not to…but…but…I cant help it…SAVE~~~ ME~~~…
- To spent like tis means I gotta save in all little little things Im doing…so I guess for July I’ll probably onli skate once…as for food…not more then $10 on junk food for de mth…since I have monthly bus concession…I’ll onli take bus N not shop…tis is so pathetic…its gonna be a pathetic mth…=(
- Chatting wif my first love…she promised to come for my Bday…haha…de conversation started of wif NS…then studies…N continue bout studies…N conclusion…my view of life is denying me of any target…N tat’ll probably de downfall of my life…AHhhhh~~~
July 04 - Working is jus like being a zombie…for me I wake up 1 1/2 hr before de reporting time…then clean up take bus go to work…get de keys drive de vehicle…blah blah…repeating it all de time…
- I can almost do all tis wif my eyes close…of cuz driving is an exception…SAFETY OK…!!!
- Haven chat wif dear Julie for awhile…N so nice of her to have dreamt of me…hahaha…someone dreamt of me…!!! woohooo…ok…getting a little overly excited…
- Ive been playing wif my PSP a lot lately…Im so bored…!!! But Im soooo tired…!!!
- I plan to do things during my ME time on sat…planned to go some places to get some things check some stuff…but I ended up staying at home rotting…
- Ok…maybe sunday…I mus go out…!!!
July 02 - Would U ever ask before telling…smth like…”close de door leh”…N when de door is already closed…I’ll look at U N say…”can U ask if de door is close first or not , before asking me to close it?”
- Ok maybe Im jus sensitive or smth like tat…so I shall not defend myself…becuz maybe its jus me being overly irritated by tis easily…
- Invites sent out…N totally no replies…=_=…I dun even know if anyone actually received it…
- Alright…anyway there’s still time…I’ll spread de news using other ways as well…
- Nth much to add…
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