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June 30

Kelvin's Reunion.

Sat...went to de rink at ard 12...Akira & Chloe plus me only...bought lunch then ate there...
Slowly more frens came then finally Bro Kel...
Pics...
Its decidedd...Im staying single till I reach 4yrs...LOL...Its de best decision...=)...well...I feel gd...
Stayed ard West Coast Park for quite awhile...played de swing...tat big 1...then sat by de water felt de breeze...at tat time...I was clear tat I shouldnt be going after anyone...tats tat...
Videos...spraying Ice...I was de first...then promised de girls I will join them...then I got snowed on...LOL...damm freaking cooling...haha...
Slacking in McDonald's...
Sunday...there's nth going on...
Im slowly depleting my bank acc...LOL...but hopefully It'll last me through till Ns starts...
Im sad...so sad...I choose let things stay de way it is...Its better tis way...
I have Ns on my way...jus 75 days away...N "she" has her O's...its tough but everyone will agree wif me tat Ive made de right choice...
Eventually I would think tat once NS is more flexible...I would have lost total feelings for her...
Meanwhile tis gives me more time to get to know her...isnt tat a great decision...
N people attached...be glad U R...N not complain...be glad U get to fight...be glad tat U have someone tats troubling U...dun take things for granted...
U love to say single is better when Ur attached...tats wad all humans do...they tend to want things they dun have...when attach they say single is better & when single some say attach is better...
Be happy either way...I choose to be single...N I may look happy...but my happiness cant be shared...so wads so happy bout spending happiness alone?
Happiness spent alone cant last...but happiness spent wif someone U love brings laughter N warmth to de both of U...so jus smile when U get into a fight...becuz its not de end of de world...

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June 28

My Choice.

Thursday...jus going out to chill...
Off to Orchard wif Akira & Joey Mei...
Only hung ard Far East...asked ard de tattoo shop for price on wad Akira wanted to do...4 chinese character...well...purely asking...
Shopped at my Idol's label shop...bought a T N a Berm...
Seriously...I bought de T onli becuz its red N its my Idol's Label...LOL...N de pants...well...jus say I wanted to get 1 N there it was...plus it was "my idol's label"...haha...
Went to QW after tat to get tongue stud for Akira...then went to Chloe's place to play pool...
Joyce joined us soon after...
Went home after de club hse closed...
Now we have spill everything out...my confession...N all there is to be troubled by...We R all troubled people...
Friday...at McDonald's wif Joey Mei at 4pm...she's doing her stuff N Im jus staring at my own lappy...
XinXin didnt come...bored...
Feeling really bad now...tis is de consequences of putting myself in courtship mode...or maybe jus slowly falling for someone...
I'd rather have ups N downs in my mood then always feeling de same...Im jus confused now...
Joyce joined us at dunno wad time...Joey mei went off at forgot wad time to wait for AH KEL...!!!
Joyce N I stayed at Mac till 8 then she went off N I went to JE to collect debt...LOL...
Went home after collecting my money then tats it...
I'll be a gd man...N treat her gd...Joyce...Im GOOD...hehe...but tell me wad to do when all I feel is how cold she is...
To take a step into de deep unknow...YES OR NO...?

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June 26

To Get Married.

Big Sis is soon having wedding dinner...
I dunno when it started but...when Im sitting at de table...N when de lights R dimmed...
Sometimes...they play Videos...like de childhood photos...or de session where de groom drives to pick up de bride etc etc...
Then they walk down de room...towards de stage...
I dunno wads so emotion bout it...but tears always almost fall out...N becuz its public...I hold it in...
I jus hope I wont cry on my Sis's wedding dinner...but I can say I have a very high chance of dropping down N crying like fuck on my own wedding day...
Who would be tat special woman to hold me when Im on my knees crying de whole Singapore River out...=)...

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Deteriorating Andrew.

Wad Arude awakening I have on a Tuesday...went to sleep at ard 12am becuz I was feeling really sick...then after tossing N turning for a couple of hrs...I find myself unable to sleep at ard 230am...
Realize I was having a slight fever...wanted to find a thermometer but couldnt find it...
Walked ard de hse...went to Dad's bed N disturb him for awhile...
Went back to try N sleep after walking ard like a dead corpse...
Woke up pretty early...I think it was 8-9am...feeling better...finally sweating...some of U might know sweating helps...N look at tis photo...
Yes its hello kitty...its a freaking Ice pack...lol...cute right...Big Sis got it from dunno where...
Im tired tired...already typing tis on 24/06/08 , 10am...
Its XinXin's Brithday...
Headed to JE at dunno wad time...seriously cant be bothered to remember de time...
Waited for Akira to arrive...then while sms-ing him...he says XinXin is at KFC...WTH lah...I was at de rink for so long then found out she was at JE...=_=...
Akira came put his stuff down then went down to find XinXin...
XinXin was in her sch Uniform...no make-up...haiyah...U look ok lah...Y look so bothered by it...tsk tsk...
Passed her , her prezzy...then went off to Akira's Dad food stall at NUS law sch canteen...
Akira's Dad made me tempura udon...not bad at all...
Went back to JE...Crap wif crappy people...we all crapped till finally hockey practice was bout to start...
Going home...Joey mei missed her bus...but a kind sbs driver off duty offered to drive her near her place...
Tats de end of Tuesday...overall...although of my feverish night...plus de fact tat I still felt uneasy during de day...still I was able to manage...
Wednesday...skating...
Was looking forward to skating...then later in de day I felt kinda upset...yes I feel...
Dinner at 9+pm...then went home...
Uncertainties fills de air...N all Im left wif is support...dun doubt me or question my actions...jus support me...=)...
YangSing...Ur as cute as tis doll...WIF OR WITHOUT MAKEUP...I MEAN IT...!!! U stupid girl...dun belive me...

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June 24

My Development.

I miss de warmth of tat special someone...
I longed to be touched by tat special someone...
Ive always wanted her to hold my hand N put it ard her shoulders...
I would wan her to put her hands ard my abs N let me feel de tingling sensation...
I miss having tat special someone make faces at me...
I miss all tats so romantic...but 1 thing I miss is to have a childish fight wif her...N having to make up wif her or de other way ard...
U cant have de feeling of being wif someone when Ur single...tats not right...But U can have some days where U can spent being single even when Ur attached...
Having been single for so long...I get to see wad my frens R going through...I learnt more...get to think more...
Now...I would say Im very sensible now compared to de me yrs back...
N I officially decide tat I will take de risk if its right...so Bros & Meis...U heard me...now wish me luck...if its right to make de move I'll let U guys know...
Its pointless to hesitate...if it come it comes...right now is jus whether if it IS de right one...or maybe I should jus say...izzit suitable...
But do U know tat 1 min...I actually think like...Y not? jus go after her...give it a shot...N another min is like...I feel tat it may turn out really bad if we were together N had to break up...hmmm...or maybe I actually fear tat it might turn out to be very wrong...N I realize tat I dun really like her...oh fuck shit...!!!
Yes tats it...!!! Its either I will Love her to bits...or end up feeling nth for her...omg...I jus figured it out...oh god...FINALLY...damm someone slap me...something so simple was confusing me so much...

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Delayed Videos.

18/06/08
Sentosa 16/06/08
Sentosa 21/06/08

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Uneasy Thoughts.

Sunday Study session at Chloe's place...
It was kinda like de same old group...plsu Chloe's fren Chyna...first impression...pretty girl...love her eyes...1 single eye lid n de other double...COOL...
Forgot to bring home my packets of tartlets...shit...I wanna eat them now...!!!
Went to Timah to have dinner then walked Chloe home wif Akira then we went off...
Im still deciding if its right for me to have a gf...N also to better understand de girl N then decide on wad my final choice is...
Monday...buying present for XinXin de Muah Chee...
Had a very rude awakening...becuz today I have to go buy a nice present for XinXin...
Walked ard WM to get some inspiration...then Joey was at Mc doing her stuff...went over N stalled for awhile then headed off to Orchard...
Spent a long day at Orchard N couldnt find anything...but Joey bought 3 things...N still no present...
Finally our last stop was PS...N finally found smth nice...
Departed Orchard N went back to WM Mc...felt really uncomfortable when I was there...
Went off at 1130pm...now at home...Im officially sick...my body is giving really weird vibes...N Im covering myself wif my blanket...
Its XinXin's birthday already...

Happy Birthday XinXin aka Muah Chee aka Olly...=_="...

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June 22

The Changes.

I got to know tis guy name Kelvin Chua on 5th Mar...his a darn gd ice skater...
N then starts my Ice Skating hobby craze...
Got closer N became gd budds wif Kel N his Gf Joey whom has now become my Mei Mei...
Then came de chance to know tis guy Akira...
Slowly got to know more bout tis people...N started to like tat really much...
Who would have known tat 3 mths later we became such gd bros N meis...
Of cuz there R many frens I met on Ice...jus none were tis close...
3 mths + have gone by...N I was so surprise tat there R so may people having relationship problems...
They R all my frens...but I cant help them...
N whos there to help me?
Going into NS in less then 3mths...
N now I ask myself...should I even have a GF now?
Would it be too selfish? would it be unfair?
But tis things jus comes out of no where N hits U right in de face...
I dun wan to have a GF N end up having a really hard time letting go to serve NS...
N have her suffer not having me by her side...worst still...be really worried inside thinking if she really miss me or not...LOL...
Anyway its still too early to say...I have some in interest...but will it work? will I like her? N will I eventually Love her?
So much to say but my mind is jus empty now...I jus take a deep breath N try my best to solve wad Im going through...
Wish me luck in figuring out wad to do...hopefully de right thing to do...

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Final Decision.

Friday skating...Friday will have people whom U will onli see on Friday...same goes for Wed...some may be random...as for me...Im a Wed person N then either Fri or Sat...
Practice new move today...not getting any better though...
Joey Mei was feeling sad today...I actually can put myself in her shoes N understand how difficult it is to miss someone...
I myself was feeling frustrated becuz Im not certain of my own feelings...N Mei was there to let me tell her wad my thoughts were...
Hockey practice again on friday...stayed behind to watch...saw XinXin when me N Chloe finish buying dinner...
She was playing tat stupid cheating game machine...I think she was playing tat stupid photo hunt again wif her frens...
Was happy to see her...then I went back in de rink to eat...
XinXin came back after awhile then back to playing photo hunt game wif E.L.M.O de 4 cuties...
I feel tis way tis min...then I feel tis way another min...see how confuse I M...!!!
So feel like smashing my head into de wall...but Im tat cheerful...so I dun do stupid stuff like kicking chairs or kicking wadever...N puching wadever shit...example walls or wad crap...
Y hurt Ur hands N feet over anything...LOL...LAMB Shit...haha...
Whos right for me? N whos not? Whos gonna understand me? N who not?
Losing faith in searching...N beliving...DING DING DONG DONG...Im so shallow...N I cant change...pls forgive who I M...tats kinda too much to put de word tis big N in red...I dun care anymore...

HONEYDEW...=D
Sat...Sentosa...
Joyce Chloe Akira Daffy came to my place before going to Sentosa...
Daffy went away to dunno do wad...
So de rest of us went over first...
Had late lunch at Vivo everyone was there already...
Off to de beach...played ard...N then de day passed by...bathed N went over to Pasir Panjang Food Center to have dinner...Akira's fren I presume...
Tats it...we went off after dinner...TIRED TIRED...

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June 20

Photos...

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3rd Base. (pls check photo albums for all photos)

Wed...skating day...

Went to bath N Akira called to fetch me to JE...

Awwww...start of de pics wif cute Xin Xin...Banana for U?

Skate skate nth much...now Ive advanced to teaching people to skate...

I might be biased but I'll always protect my Mei Mei...N my Bros...U childish bustards...!!!

Thursday Sentosa? OMG...

No Sentosa...too tired to go out...instead we slack by de pool at my hse...a small group lazy to name de people...

Had late lunch wif Akira at Al-ameen...

Then Akira & Wilson went to swim at 720pm...

Slacked ard...After awhile Joey Mei came...then Chloe came...

Then Akira's Ah Di ar came wif gf...LOL...

Daph drove Joyce here N people start crapping ard...N I helped Chloe do her art...onli manage to finish 1 piece...

Everyone started to go off at ard 11pm...funny stuff happened...

Bus came N all were gone...then others rode off...N me N Akira went back to Al-ameen N had prata...then his turn to go home...

So convenient for me today...LOL...can have a gd rest today...

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June 19

De Limits of Human. (post delay)

Monday...in point form its gonna be easier...
Akira came to de bus stop at my hse by cab before we head off to Vivo...
Ate chicken rice N we went to Vivo...
Looked at de doggies...N waited for Maggie...
Went down to Subway N along de way met wif Daniel N Wilson...
They ate...Kel's sister was there but went off wif Bf to watch movie...
Finally we headed off to Sentosa...at I think ard 5pm...LATE I KNOW...
I brought my skates along...but onli skated from de tram station to Palawan beach...I should have known my legs couldnt handle it anymore...
N tis was wad we did till who knows wad time...
Maggies threw sand in my eyes...tats where U can see me cleaning my eyes in some of de photos...then theres de making of a mermaid's tail...pretty nice I should say...
Then we washed up N drink a little N some ate a little at 7-eleven...before tat we were playing hand stand...
After tat we sat by de beach N talked...relationship...tats all we can talk bout...incredible...
WE headed out of sentosa at I dunno wad time...N went to look for Chloe at JE McDonald's...she was doing her art work there...
Ate there...I helped Chloe did a little rendering of her work...then we went home...Dan N Wil skated home...N obviously I wasnt physically fit enough to skate home...N so de rest of us took cab...me wif Akira...de rest individually...
Tuesday...LONG 2 DAYS...OMG...
MOS...pics...
Met Akira first...wanted to get down to Orchard to get his phone fix...but end up we went to de hospital...cant go into details but it involves lots of blood...
Finally everything was okok...so we went to eat at de Kopitiam in de hospital...before heading to MOS...
Went to MOS...clubbing is no fun...I danced a little but not tat interested in dancing...main objective is jus to check girls out...=)
Went out at ard 2am...went to Home Club to look ard...but they closed already...so jus looked ard outside...
Went to have supper...I ha Nasi Lemak...super hungry lah...then went to 7-eleven to buy vodka N some snacks before going to my place N slack by de pool...
Akira & LJ went off at dunno wad time...while de rest slept by de pool...N I went back to bath...
By then it was ard 5am+...parents were bout to head out...I went back to clean up de place...N ask de rest who were still sleeping to go to my hse N sleep...
Everyone woke up at ard 130pm...

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June 16

Wad We Actually All Know.

WE dun look forward to getting anything back when we do something's for our partner...
To even be together in de first place is a sign of fate...N to eventually break up means our time has come to an end...N we should be happy tat we spent many happy hrs together...
Arguing builds up de relationship...tis gives Us chance to cuddle up next to our partner N say : " I'm sry."
We can do many incredibles things or even shocking things...but at de end of de day...its wad is inside our heart tat matters de most...N tat is I Love You loads...
WE can say tat many times I Love You...but onli once at tat very special moment is really wad we really wanna hear...
Sometimes...our love for our partner makes us decide to make really difficult decisions...even letting him/her go...
Dun be so stupid to be de onli 1 putting in so much effort into maintaining a breaking relationship...
If its turning really sour...spent some time alone thinking bout wad went wrong...N then spent some time sitting down wif him/her N have a gd talk...its either to end it there N then or to find some way to repair it...
Ur frens ard will tell U many things N giving U many advice...plus telling U wad they themselves have gone through...wad they say R all jus a refrence for U...but all tat U may already know...so at de end of de day it is U who decides on wad to do...
Best advice is...nvr let a sour relationship drag on...silent break like all childish kids do nowadays is nvr a gd way...Y suffer silently thinking R we still together rather then making a decision on de spot...Max I can say I will drag on is 3 days...
Ive heard so much N seen wad my frens have gone through...But I still will bravely face wadever is coming becuz I will nvr stop loving someone...provided tat Ive found tat girl...
Wads de criteria? haha...some have already ask but mine is pretty common...like Ht : 165cm...age : I would say now is 15/16 (cuz frens mom say tat they will suit me better)...LOL...

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Awaiting Precious...Tired.

Skated yet again on Sat...N Im bout to fall apart...my legs can hardly hold me N I have a bad sore abs...I cant strain my abs now in fact...its onli de right side...weird right...?!?!?!
Yet another day skating without ah Kel...=(...BORING...
I have onli less then 3 mths or even lesser to be attach...Im so sad lah...if I dun find someone special now I might have to go into de 4th Yr single...!!!
De torture...ahhhhh...
Erhem...announcement...!!! I need contacts of all skaters...pls find some way to tell me Ur H/P No. N Ur email add...
Tis is for de invite list to my chalet at East Coast...if any kind souls who reads...U can help by passing me de contacts of de other skaters tat R SOOO busy or R clueless of de existence of tis blog...=)...=_=...
Sunday is Father's Day...its not really a tradition to really celebrate it...even for Birthday's...it has nvr been special or exciting...except for me always trying hard to hopefully host a fun Birthday party...like for tis yr as well...
Had brunch at Orchard Xin Fu Yam Cha...near Shaw hse...after tat Dad , Elder Sis N I went to buy golf shoes...
Then toured orchard...
When we were at Taka...we saw Pierre Png N Andrea De Cruz wif I think Andrea's Mum or Pierre's Mum...wadever lah they R married...its their Mum...
Slowly I get really bored...becuz Im not de 1 shopping...
Finally we R going off...Had really early dinner at Timah market place wif Dad onli...dropped Big Sis off at in-laws place...
Im jus so tired today so totally no photos...except for 1 really funny 1 tat I snapped while we head out of orchard...
Kawaii...!!! 1 big head female N 1 big head male...lol...wish I could have a better shot...!!!

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June 14

Our Final Day.

Me Akira N Joey...spent de day accompanying Kel...last day I'll be seeing him...
Thursday was to spent time wif Kel before he goes in camp...misses...
After tat was gonna go down to St James...but then I decided not to go...then...Akira called N said wanna go down or not...damm...N so we went...
Reached there at 150am N met YS , Darlene , Leo , Maggi , a guy which is Nat's bro...
Waited at de entrance N found out tat they R closing at 3am...so Y bother going in?
Saw Xiyu...pri N sec schoolmate...saw Cheryl...workmate...then de rest of de younger Juniors...
Blah blah here N there...went off...together wif Maggi , Leo N Akira...had supper at dunno where at West Coast...
Slowly walked to McDonald at West Coast park after supper...slacked at Mc for awhile before going off...Leo had to go back home N pack as his going in camp as well...!!! sadded...
Friday skated...but its diff without Ah Kel...so sad...
Finally getting de hang of spray Ice...so gonna treat Kel to Ice Kachang when his back...
Stayed back N watch hockey practice...Akira N de boys sweating it out in de rink...
Kel...Im taking gd care of my Mei Joey Ur darling...dun worry...
Went to have supper at Mc...I feel Akira is getting out of tat freaking hole his been trap in all tis while...
Acc Akira to skate on Sat becuz of smth smth lah...cant go into details...Im so sry...hahaha...
To commemorate our fren...Bro Kel...him getting his head shaved...LOL...

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June 12

Pampered In There.

News News...some guy by de name of Andrew smth 20yrs old...died in Tekong while training...OMG...tis description fits me perfectly...N its true...a guy did die...if U read newspaper or watch de news...U would know...
Im not scared...in fact Im actually happy...cuz it means possible leniency when Im in...muahahaha...same goes for everyone tats going in tis yr...NS will nvr be de same again...
Wed...skating...photos...Kelvin's last day of skating before he goes for NS...
Photos for all of U...
Akira was having a bad day yet again...sobz...we all feel for U bro...='(
Went to Clementi to eat initially to have Japanese food...then we were so late so we went to have Botak Jones instead...
Im not a fan of Jones...I dun really think de food is tat nice...
Thursday...Kelvin's gonna cut his hair...we R going out...dunno wad we R doing...
YS is asking me out to St Jame's...dunno if I'll go...gonna ask my cousins first...CIAO PEOPLE...

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June 10

When's My Turn?

Continuing my anime...D.Gray-man...an amazing ending to de previous episode...
Can anyone give me a confirmation now tat they will turn up for my chalet...? haha...so early lah...but still its better to get a clear number of people turning up...
Well I'll jus list out de people I think tat will turn up for sure...
I want to find a gf...but I dun feel de same way as before...its harder to like a girl...maybe when I was younger its easy to like de girl becuz its not really very serious...now its pretty serious...
I need to go on more dates so tat I can find a girl tat I will like...but some girls jus not worth my time N effort...what to do...ZzZzzz...
Already working on my invite list...now its like close to 50 people...probably going into 70...but I expect probably 50 to turn up...
Invites will be sent out on 1st Aug...mostly via email...confirmation through email to make things easier for me...TY...

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June 08

Kbox Post.

Photos mainly for tis post...from 11pm-6am...
I only got 1 thing to say...NEVER EVER SKIP EJCT MY SONG WHILE IM SINGING...IN FACT U CAN SKIP ANY OTHER SONG EXCEPT LZX'S SONG...!!!

Behold cant really hear me singing tis LZX's song...

KNN piss me off...fucker...
I thought I would have lost my voice after singing but luckily jus slight sore throat...
Had to go Bai Bai after Kbox so went to Aunt's place straight after tat...after everything is finish I finally can go home bath N drop dead on my bed...
Waking up jus to blog...gonna go back to catch some sleep after Mc supper...so tat I'll be much more energetic to go East Coast wif de YS N all...

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Tis Is Different.

Photo session wif my secret photographer...hiak hiak...in de middle of de night...kinda weird but I sacrifice my body for art...haha...
Alot more failed ones tat is cencored...rubbish...I will nvr take of my pants for de camera...LOL...
Jus online shop tis really keep toy figurine of tis cute Japanese short-clip cartoon...waiting for it to arrive soon...
Have U seen de show? its so funny lah...=)...
OK bottom line Im jus wasting money...so kiss my ass if Ur not happy bout it...
Kbox post next...

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June 06

Gd For U.

Saw tis amazing nick on my Msn list...
Another skating day...N everytime I skate longer N thus making myself more tired when I reach home...
Next Wed will be Kelvin's last day ok skating before he goes in NS...sobz sobz...his really pissed bout having to go Ns loh...unlike me...CANT WAIT...
OH yah...Im having de flu...mild flu nth serious...jus cant stand de itchy nose...
Im soooo keeping tat video of my niece when she was still a cute little baby up forever...!!!
Sometimes somethings R still best kept to urself...Wed skating was so tense Akira was having a really bad day...Kelvin as well...
I actually envy them for de fact tat they can let it all out jus like tat...but although its wasnt de right moment to do smth like tat but still its really brave to do things like tat...
Ask Urself...its tat someone or wadever tat trigger tat anger...but ultimately U R de one to choose whether U wanna get angry...U have more control then U think...TAdaaa...Ur enlightened...hahahaha...
Friday theres like preparations for praying session for Sat...theres also Kbox invite...
No 1 ever ask me bout going to Kbox...I dunno Y...N when I complain to frens bout not asking me to go Kbox they still wont ask...=_=...
Although Ive like said tat I dun sing but nvr did I say I dun like to be in de room...
We shouldnt think like tis : I expect U to know ; I know U...basic courtesy is to tell or to ask even if Ur like 100% sure of wadever it is...

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