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    May 30

    De Gd & Bad.

    • 30th May…Another mth coming to an end…N still…I silently tell myself to tune my violin N play a little…but still looking to my left…its lying there…like a worthless piece of junk…
    • Then Bball…ok…tats a little hard to achieve…real challenge…real team…tat feeling…feeling I get when Im in de court…looking at de opponents…people cheering…Ahhh~~~…I miss tat…
    • Everything jus seems to disappear 5yrs ago…along wif my relationship…sadistic man…N I cant any of tat feeling again…sob sob…
    • I almost forgot I had a Xanga blog…N its really nice…haha…becuz de whole theme is bout Blur Scorpion Hockey team…lol…overly obsessed…haha…anyway its a private post blog…so no 1 can see any of de posts…seldom post there actually…jus some deep dark secret…muahaha…
    • I give in to my fate for now…onli becuz Im tired of arguing bout it…but once I regain strength N get so damm pissed of by my mood I’ll start slamming my head against de wall…N no one will know if Im bleeding becuz I have red walls…!!! muahahaha…lame shit leh…
    • Reminder : A certain action doesnt have to be done exactly as it is…it can be understood wif another action tat others may not know…
    • Went out shopping wif HX N QX…walked ard Vivo…went into almost all de shops tat sells berms 3/4…etc…all de short pants basically…but end up nth seems nice…even high end ones R not nice…so we stop looking N went to Lot 1 to catch Jolin…
    • After de autograph session was over we went down N went into a shop N I jus bought a pants…haha….I gotta go home wif smth tat day…LOL…
    • N so de day was still young…chose to go Lan gaming…N I wanted to drive so tat it’ll be easier for us to go home…So we went to my hse N no one was home…waited by de pool…playing game…N when Dad came home…I went to take de keys…
    • Went to Timah to have dinner…followed by Gaming…errrr…wasnt tat high on gaming tat day…but still had fun…
    • Went off at ard 4am…headed towards HX hse first…along de way ROAD BLOCK…scare de shit out of me…muahaha…continued down to HX hse…but went to find Brenna instead…pick her up…went aimlessly 1 round then parked at Jurong Point…NTUC rounding…lol…Im so tired N still manage to walk ard NTUC wif them…
    • We didnt intend on buying anything…jus playing ard there…
    • Sent Brenna back…then HX…N I dash down all de way N drop QX…finally parked de vehicle…I went home N finally get to bath N sleep…!!! SHIOK…
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    May 28

    Brain Cells Depletion.

    • We try not to rely on one another…but when we need them de most they cant be there…at least we should try N make up for it…
    • I jus shocked myself…becuz I jus saw my blog wif de 4 super duper wordy posts…seriously…onli people tat really is very free N interested in wad I have to say will read de 4 posts…reading 1 is already a challenge…4!!! OMG…seriously…next time I shouldnt post when Im having my period…emotional period I mean…hahaha…
    • My period is over…its not blood tats pouring out…but instead words…=P…hahaha…so naturally since its over now…Ive got a short post…hehe…take care people…=D
    • Im weird lah…I wonder Y I dun feel like eating choco now…although I have a pack of 1 of my fav brand…wad I think is de feelings isnt there…its like I need a special atmosphere or like feeling to be able to enjoy my chocos…although I know tat even if I ate it now I’ll enjoy it…jus tat smth will be missing…Andrew…Ur a weirdo…slap urself now…
    • I’ll have to report to work at 0630…crazy…haiz…but looking forward…looking forward to weekends…or rather onli tis 1…not every time I’ll be tat happy tat weekend is coming…N there were rumors on working on sat again…so Im still not very sure…
    • I didnt mention tis before…my last shopping trip…which I got a bag N a tee from my Idol’s shop in SG…which cost ard $180 together…at first it was onli de tee…de bag caught my eye but didnt have my colour (RED)…duh~~~…but de sales girl said tat if I were to purchase $100 >…I’ll get to choose a mouse pad for free…haha…
    • I love de mouse pad…its so cute…lol…obviously its still unwrapped…PARTY BOYS…=)

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    • Haha…see behind…blogging…I got nth better to do but to blog…wheres my GF…Im sure I will be definitely doing smth else if Im attached…
    • Im telling myself tis…Im starting to enjoy work…no matter how tired it is to drive countless KM…I nvr fail to find time to enjoy tis energy draining task…wif my passenger of cuz…we call it VC in short…Im jus scared tat if I get too detailed I’ll get charged…Ahhhhh…but no matter how much Im starting to enjoy it…I still hate NS…cuz U ROB ME OF MY FREEDOM…
    • Incredibly…its coming to a yr now…sep is jus 3mths away…N a yr ago of sep 09’…sep 08’ which I got my most precious thing taken away…sob sob…thinking back…I was actually happy tat it has been taken away…becuz I was positive…I knew its gonna be over…N tat kept me happy…but not now…=_=…Im constantly complaining…
    • Im talking too much again…so sry…but I wanna clarify some things to girls out there…WE DO HATE BEING COMPARED TO KOREAN/JAPANESE ACTORS…or rather not compared…but U constantly discussing bout them makes us feel out of place…N SAD…lol…but wad to do…they R really cuter then us…Zzzz…
    • During my period I had tis song stuck in my head…No Promises…go search for it on IMEEM…N of cuz…Julie’s song…U mus listen…although now I kinda find tat de lyrics lack depth…=P…sry girl…becuz Ive been humming it for a long time now…hehe…I know U wont mind…=D
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    May 26

    4th One.

    • I remember saying tat 08’ was terrible…Valentine was terrible…Birthday was terrible…Christmas my fav day…although I dun really remember wad I did…but I would think tat its gd…but still I feel terrible…onli 1 gd thing is finding out wad my FAV hobby was…ICE SKATING…
    • 07’ was great as well…1 of my post from my old blog says tat my 19th birthday was terrible…but Ive forgotten bout it…all I know is…Ive been feeling terrible…
    • I seriously am afraid of continuing to live…becuz I dun wanna feel terrible…I dunno wad conclusion I will come up wif bout 09’…but wad I do know is…if I can find wad I truly wanna do in future & my other half…2009 will be amazingly amazing…plus its my 21st Birthday…
    • I dunno if its possible…becuz theres onli less then 3mths to my bday…N a little more then 7mths till 09’ ends…
    • ORD at 2010…nice number…nice life? I dun wanna look forward…but it cant be helped…Im scared…so so scared…N onli 1 thing can be my strength…N we all know wad it is by now…lol…
    • Seriously…how many posts can I write today…nvm…maybe tis is de last one…gotta reach camp by 10am tmr or maybe today…aiya…tuesday…I always need to wake up 90mins before de time…so U do de calculations…
    • Im waiting for a fren whom I love to chat wif to come online now…after tat I’ll sleep…N while typing tis sentence she IS…!!! hahaha…amazing…Im serious…no joke…wad luck…Im ending it here…may or may not add on…~END~
    • Ok…I dunno Y my Tv is on…N Im playhing music on my laptop as well…Im jus weird…cuz I wan to hear de TV’s sound plus music…WTH…anyway…Im not gonna say much…chatting wif Julie & Piggy…both of them always makes me feel gd chatting wif them…1 all de way at Australia…N de other at Potong Pasir…lol…tats it…musnt type tooooo much becuz I already have soooo much typed out…lol…
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    My Old Blog.

    • Ive been reminiscing…reading my old blog…those time where Ive been doing nth…withdrawn from Lasalle…going to work…alot of ME  time during those day…tats Y I blog so much back then…
    • Like right now…becuz I was working on de weekends…Monday got to relax…1 whole day of ME time…tats Y I have so many things to talk bout…3posts…3 long posts…crazy man…but de first 1 was kinda already typed in advanced…jus tat I planned to add on to it…
    • Didnt know I’ll add so much on…haha…I guess after reading de old blog of mine…I know Y I really wan a girlfriend…becuz I wan her to experience de beauty of tis world…I wan to show her wads out there for us to look forward to…wads out there tat we can be angry at…not at each other of cuz…
    • Ive been in love…then out of it…then back in…then out again…for a few times now…I dun wanna start tis again…cuz I myself would go crazy…cuz I feel like Im repeating tis constantly…
    • 0o0o0o0o…U know wad…its tat moment…tat kinda moment I have after a long while…YES…its tat kinda moment where I’ll feel so damm fucking emotional whenever I have de time…haha…now I know Y I talk so much…but its not a gd feeling…cuz tis makes my bloging experience a whole lot sadder…
    • I wan thinks to be simple N sweet…but its always so much more complicated…Y I hate living so much is becuz nth will be simple N sweet…N tats all I wan…but I cant achieve…Ive tried saying “I LOVE YOU” to my Mom…but it always get stuck at “Ma~~~…hiee~~~” seriously…then I would go back to my room…N I’ll do tis a couple of times…=_=…
    • Im not excelling in anything…not studies…not skating…nth…I have to search for both a career N a life’s partner…will I be able to find wad I need after Ive lost everything? Crazy…wad M I talking bout…
    • I tell U…if I were to be a girl…tat kinda emo girl tat hurts herself during tis kinda moment…cutting wrist…getting wasted at clubs…tat kinda stuff…haha…but Im not…I dun hurt myself during tis kinda situation…
    • Wad a couple of my frens will do is hit government property…lol…no lah…jus those lamp post pillar etc etc…causing their feet N fist to be swollen…1 of my fren even hit de wall so hard tat he broke his fist…like a bone some where lah…not sure…N de wall is at 1 part of TAKA…haha…
    • I dun hurt myself becuz Ive already been hurt Y physically hurt urself some more…=_=…
    • 1 lucky thing Ive found is Ice Skating…before tis I would jus rot at home…or find those kinda job tat requires U to rot too…but serve customer as well…becuz of tis Ive made so many new frens…without even planning…I can jus go down to JE…N there will be some hockey skater there…I love it…but tis gone…
    • YYYYY…Y izzit tat when Ive found somewhere tat I can go to N feel free…it gets close down…!!!
    • I can continue complaining bout lots of stuff…wadever tat comes to my head during tis emotional period I have while typing…I dunno wad it’ll be like if I were to be attach…would I still have tis kinda moment…? will I be blogging as often…or rather blog often but saying things like…spent today wif baby/dear/honey blah blah blah…doing blah blah blah…so sweet…blah blah blah…
    • IM SO ENVIOUS…ENVIOUS AT ANYONE TATS OUT THERE TAT GETS ATTACH SO EASILY…REALLY SOME OF MY FRENS R LIKE TAT…THEY CANT BE SINGLE FOR LONG…N IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR SO LONG…ARGH~~~~…I REALLY WANNA STOP…BUT I CANT STOP…IM BLOWING UP…!!! ***BOOOOM***
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    Good Boy.

    • Yes wad Ive done in my previous relationship was not de right thing…N it took me 4yrs to realize it…I end it becuz we werent progressing…although we had de so call perfect relationship…no quarrels no arguments…no negativity…
    • Neither did we make any big promises…We jus live life happily wif one another…but becuz of tat…I felt smth was wrong…It was wrong of me not to discuss it wif her…N chose to end it de way I did…
    • Tis has cause me to doubt myself all de time now…becuz now…even being able to be in a relationship N not have disagreements…is not right now…so wad is?
    • We have to argue sometimes…tis kinda arguments is wad makes a relationship continue to grow…We argue to understand one another better…
    • Dun look forward to prince charming or snow white too much…becuz U nvr know if it might be de wrong 1…even if it seems perfect at first…
    • So actually…I do look forward to a princess…jus tat expectations wont be there…trust wont be there…future wont be there…cuz all I wan now is take a step at a time…a sec at a time…a day at a time…cuz U can nvr predict wads gonna happen next…jus live ; everyday to de fullest ; every moment to de sweetest…no regrets…
    • Even if everything were come to an end…jus be glad tat U have love N lost…then nvr to have love at all…hold on to de happiness & sweetness…N learn from de unhappiness…
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    Who I Talk To.

    • We dun have to afraid of letting our partner know anything…isnt all tis relationship thing all bout sharing N understand one anothers problem or wad so ever…?
    • Be truthful N honest…tats enough…dun make urself suffocate by holding on to Ur thoughts…
    • But sometimes…we jus cant help it…we will nvr understand our own feelings…we can nvr understand Y we do certain things…becuz at de end of de day we jus wan wads best for our love ones…even though wad we R doing isnt making things right…
    • Tats how complicated tis whole thing is…we do things we dun wan to but think is de right thing but actually it isnt…sry…tis actually makes me bang walls sometimes…but tats how it it…N we should jus be amazed at how wonderful it really is…
    • Becuz when it all comes down to when Ur going to sleep…U can close ur eyes N sleep soundly knowing tat U have someone who loves U…if U think he/she doesnt…jus call him right now even if U have jus got of de phone wif him/her…call now…becuz he/she isnt asleep now…becuz he’ll be thinking of U…when he/she answered de phone…say “I LOVE U”…U’ll know if he/she loves U according to de reply…
    • It doesnt mean tat he/she loves U if de reply is “I LOVE U” as well…jus base it on Ur feelings…de tone…U’ll know when U try it…=D
    • Been talking to PIGGY bout wad had happen de past few days…How stupid I was…haha…dunno Y she was de 1 tat I chose to talk to…I even tried asking her to be my GF during Valentine’s 08’…once my god sis…but I told her I felt more after like maybe 5yrs after knowing her…
    • I get de common replies like “there R many others out there single too” “move on”…tat kinda stuff…she doesnt know wads been happening tis past close to 5yrs now…
    • Although right now I love her to bits now as a fren…would hug her if she wont mind N still wont feel like asking her tat dumb question back in 08’…when Ive found tat someone…Ive promised to intro her to PIGGY…YES I Promise PIGGY…
    • Been talking alot tis past few posts…onli becuz I have all tis thoughts…really dun care how many peoples have been reading…Dun wish to know any of Ur opinion…Jus zip it N read…becuz I would think tat I understand things better then wad Im typing…
    • I sudd really wanna go KL to skate…Akira has been telling me tat his planning to go…Me too Me too…!!! In fact Ive said tis before…I wanna go skate in diff countries…Japan Korea…Indonesia…Canada…Australia…Ice rink in any country tat is big enough to speed N feel de cool air…
    • I know tat if U have totally no interest in me U’ll nvr read till tis point…gd frens N love ones…well…I know some nice people who reads everything…sometimes it’ll be hard to read long posts if there R countless error…N Im proud to say tat mine will definitely not have tat much…not totally no mistakes becuz sometimes I come up wif my own way of linking words together…
    • Ive always known tat its hard to be wif someone for a long time…doubts will always occur in our minds along de way…when we start to feel very love it happens…N when we R doubting ourselves we go crazy hoping tat its gonna last…ok forget it…no more explanations…
    • Its inevitable to be doubting ourselves…jus stay strong…jia you…=) 
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    May 24

    Lacking In Hope.

    • I really wish my 5yrs soon can be instead 5yrs of sweet loving long lasting relationship…
    • U cant imagine how terrible I felt de past few days…haiz…
    • Nvr go against de force…I jus wish I could cut through it N sail past all kinds of misery…Im at de peak of my limit…I cant progress any further…I always think tat Im growing stronger wif each experience…but truth is…Im jus testing myself…Im not growing…in fact its jus a matter of time before I cant take anymore of tis…
    • De recent blow was de hardest N most torturous among all other…N Im blaming myself N who so ever tat actually has de power to plan tis kinda fate for me…
    • Someone pity me…Im working on weekends…Boohooohooo…
    • Love is not meant to be overdone nor izzit meant to be created…it is meant to be felt N naturally take its course…it should be simple N sweet without any complications…
    • WE dun have to over do things…becuz If he/she loves U it doesnt matter wad we R doing…having a candlelight dinner is loving N all…but trust me…It’ll be as sweet as loving even if its having dinner at a super run down hawker center…
    • N belive me tat giving a nice bloom rose is nice…but would U belive me if I say giving a withering rose to a girl would please her equally…? All I need to say is…”Lets work together for de rest of our life to bring tis once beautiful rose back to its orginal state”…If U dun understand de meaning…de rose is already dead…N its jus an excuse to be wif her for eternity…get it?
    • Tis also means tat as simple as de relationship is…it’ll make it an even more exciting experience when either of us do smth special…
    • Although I may be single for close to 5yrs now…but de part of me tat is used to love people nvr did stop learning…but wads actually making me sad is seeing all de sweetness out there N being very envious of it…thinking tat its unfair tat I have no chance to be 1 of them…
    • We can take 100 pics but it cant be compared to 1 tat truly shows how much we love 1 another…we can say 100 times I LOVE YOU but it wont be de same as holding hand in hand , looking into each others eyes N saying it softly…
    • We can hug N kiss all we wan…but its possible tat I will feel more in love wif U if U slapped me…seriously…of cuz it depends of Y I was slapped…LOL…
    • Tis really is a nice post…even Im amazed at wad Ive come to learnt tis past yrs being single…all I can say tat Ive learnt so much bout loving despite being single…but wad use does it have if Im alone…
    • Pls spread tis post if U find tat it really is interesting…I hope more people will understand wad Ive come to learnt…=D
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    May 22

    Life’s Regrets.

    • Watched Night At The Museum 2 wif QX N HX plus his SIS N BF…de show wasnt a disappointment…nice funny…=)
    • Really tired so I went home…still gotta go to camp tmr…or actually de real reason Y I went home early will onli be known to a couple…haha…
    • Ive not been happy recently…luckily there’s de need to go camp to work…alright…maybe after all tat hatred Ive built up towards NS maybe tis is de 1 N onli reason Y I shouldnt hate it…onli tis can make me not think bout wads going on wif my life…
    • I tell myself…NO it wont be bout U…although its hard but time heals all wounds…N I get better although still crazy bout my thoughts…
    • I come to a point where I dunno wad de hell I actually wanna say to express myself…so I’ll blabber on some shit stuff which at de end doesnt make sense to me as well…LOL…
    • Honesty & Sincerity is all tats needed to prove Ur love to anyone…But onli Time will tell if its appreciated…
    • Yes…continuing…Im released from my cage…de cage I always put myself in when it come to situation like ___TIS___…secret…although it surprised me constantly N made me want to get closer to it…but it wasnt nvr mine in de beginning…so pls god…dun play jokes on me anymore…I really dunno when my limit will be up…de blow is jus too big…
    • I realize maybe its jus who I M…I cant open up…although I jus think tat there isnt anyone out there tats close enough to me…but should I think bout it from another point of view?
    • Would it really be too much to ask for…when all I ask for is someone whom I can truly feel safe to share everything single shit things…
    • Wads killing is…when I thought Ive found tat person…my jaw dropped N realize he/she can onli jus be another fren…its like paying $100 N find out tat it worths $5…
    • No matter how much my arms R open…theres jus nth out there for me to hold on to…so maybe when a typhoon hits…I’ll jus be blown high up…N smashing to de ground breaking everything but most importantly…my heart…
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    May 20

    Really Stupid.

    • Although I said to focus on tat person…but I shouldnt overdo things…right now Im jus torturing myself…stupid right…

    • Im jus too eager to prove my sincerity constantly…N find it really frustrating when it doesnt get through to tat person…

    • Im trying to be really patient but de time I choose to wait isnt right…N when I should Im rushing to let U know how I feel…

    • Unintentionally…I let de girl of my dreams take control…N Im a puppet now…

    • But…ultimately…no matter wad it takes…I’ll continue trying…I’ll try till U ask me to stop becuz neither of us R happy…Hopefully…tat will nvr happen…

    • ANDREW! GO! GO! GO!…
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    May 19

    Wads Its Like In Future.

    • Gaming for 5hrs from midnight till de morning wif QX N HX…nth further to add…
    • I was over de moon on Sunday night…but it also makes me worry…its not gd for me to be too detailed so I’ll jus say some impt points…I jus basically successfully move on to de next step…
    • But every step closer I feel overjoyed N scared at de same time…really really afraid to fall in love…really really afraid to have my heart broken or to break someone’s heart…
    • All tat crap bout to be able to have love N lost then to nvr have loved at all…its sounds gd…but de hurt U get if U do love is incredibly torturous…sometimes I would think tat I’ll rather let it be a mystery N not love…tat way everything will stay de same…
    • Days have past…things have happen…N unknowingly Ive let myself fall deeper N deeper into Ur control…Now my life revolves ard U…I wish to wait but cant at de same time…How I wish I could be stronger when it comes to controlling my feelings…but Im alwasy confusing myself…
    • On 1 hand I really wanna hold back…on de other I jus wanna give it everything I got regardless of de consequences…
    • Big Sis is coming back from her overseas trip…I dunno if it is considered 1 of de honeymoon or wad cuz she seems to be coming N going to certain places all de time…But tis time I insisted she get we some t-shirt or smth unique from Japan…but of cuz not those I Love Japan kinda shirt…so I wonder wad she’s gonna get…
    • SO I got 3 shirt…weirdness…de black N orange shirt has prints at de back N empty infront…N de white 1…omg seriously…so ah beng lah…lol…

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    • Following pics is taken on HX’s Bday…QX N HX went skiing…I wasnt interested so didnt take part…

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    • Now followed by wad I got on friday when I went to Julie’s performance N Ice skating…

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    • I finally bought smth…de feeling was great…but I always end up burning a big hole in my wallet if I dun control myself…although I still need new pants N already eyeing de ones from Pull N Bear…but I already estimated my spending…2 pants below $150…N tats it…
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    May 18

    N Then De Dream.

    • Friday…I hate myself…Julie was gonna perform N I didnt stay to watch…sad…really sad…some how I love to see her perform…cuz she really looks like she’s enjoying every sec of it on stage N really seriously happy…sad sad sad…
    • All becuz I have to go ice skating…*slaps*…Zzzz…I was thinking bout de performance de whole time I was at de rink…N now I can onli regret de choice Ive made…wads past is past…now I can onli wait for de links to de performance N watch it un-live…=_=…
    • Sat…Bong’s Bday…was enjoying every moment of it till some petty overly jealous guy started to ramble N although I really wish to have a man talk…I jus think it would be a waste of my time to talk to him so de group of 4 of us walked away…pathetic comments jus shows how immature some guys R…
    • Sunday…slept like a pig…N here comes de part bout my dream…I really was dreaming bout my dream GF…tis time it wasnt all short N sweet…it was a whole lot longer N it consist of little bickering N me constantly giving in N then some romantic scenes which isnt tat clear right now…but overall it was really sweet…making me smile when I wake up…*blush*…aWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW…
    • Yes 5yrs single soon…N Im jus happy to be hoping…hoping I would have a chance wif tat dream GF…=P…hehe…it makes me giggle like a girl thinking bout it…muahahahaha…
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    May 15

    Get A Brain.

    • Get Ur facts right before thinking UR de 1 N onli…tat jus makes people annoy of UR behaviour…
    • Im jus having a moment here…suddenly so pissed off…
    • People…!!! Pls go down to Taka on friday at 6pm to support de launching event of de LWSSOM (LeeWeiSongSchoolOfMusic) album consisting of their students work…N of cuz my fren Julie is 1 of them…haha…
    • Maybe de 39.3 degree fever burnt a big portion of my brain cells away…Im having on N off head tremors…haha…sounds weird…tremor…hmmm…
    • Tis weeks been slacking but becuz I was sick…onli went to camp 2 days…haha…
    • 小猪你还是我的第一偶像。。。大家都会为你撑腰。。。！！！=）
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    May 12

    Hospital.

    • Went to Camp wif cough N flu then in addition…I started to have a headache…tat got worst till de end of de day…temp got to 37.8 before I went to NUH…haha…MCMCMCMC…
    • Got thrown into an isolation room…which I nearly fell asleep after 45mins of waiting…finally got my MC N medicine description…got de medicine N cabbed home…yipee get to rest…but not fun having fever…
    • Izzit true tat it takes a sec to fall in love N a long time to get over love…? I partly agree(hmmm tis sounds like social studies…haha) becuz its easy to fall in love N when it comes to getting over it…we all tend to struggle…sad loh…
    • Temp went up to 38.1° when I woke up tis morning…took de pills then laid down on my bed like a dead corpse…
    • 6:10pm…woke up took temp…39.2°…0.0…again took temp…39.3°…
    • Sian…its gd tat I dun have to go camp…but fever jus isnt smth fun…still gotta go NUH tmr morning…
    • Right now…temp has dropped…hopefully it wont go back up tmr morning…but I wont be allowed to go back to camp…
    • Damm boring…nth better to do at home…
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    May 10

    Wishing For U.

    • Sat was a bummer…Meiyu ditched me…so I was stuck at home till night comes…went to Uncle’s place to celebrate cousin’s Bday N Mother Day…

    • Seee…!!! I was going to not go to de celebration N jus hang out wif my Buddy…=_=…

    • N still I thought I could do some shopping after so long…plus getting new pants becuz Im getting fatter…LOL…also I was hopping if I could bump into Julie…haha…

    • Coincidentally Julie had a change of plans as well…N went to get her hair braided…haha…HIGH 5…=X

    • N I thought my Sat was going to be a BOMB…thks ar MEI~…but U know I wont get angry at U…so U take advantage lah…!!! Argh…

    • Went to XiaoXiao baby’s full month gathering…de same old same old skater peeps…those I always see N those tat pops out once every so often…some U thought will come N others U think will not appear…haha…

    • After tat a group of us went to play LAN…although I was abit unwilling to go play…haiz…but no harm hanging out once in awhile…

    • Experienced Joewe’s driving…not bad but still not stable for a new driver…

    • Played 3hrs before going off wif Akira to find a place to change his M’sian money…then he dropped me off outside my hse…so tats tat…

    • Now Im jus looking ahead…looking forward to certain things…like de next skating day…de next outing wif frens…my 21st Bday…fren’s Bday…so on N so forth…I guess tats how I manage to continue living life…=)
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    May 09

    Mishaps / Struggles.

    • De next time Ur listening to music through ur mp3 devices…try listening to de music N incorporate it wif Ur surrounding…try to feel it blending together wif de music…on de bus…walking along de streets…anywhere…look at de scenery N listen to both de music N Ur heart…

    • Tats when U truly understand how peaceful tat very moment is…If U feel different…Ur more affectionate than others…

    • When will de time come for me to have a path of my own…I jus wan to be able to have a steady way of life…becuz its so difficult living aimlessly…no goal…no practical dreams…

    • Its already shocking how I manage to be able to live till now…without really breaking down N begging for death…

    • Pls shine de light down de road Im suppose to take…Ive taken all de possible beating…pls dun let me continue struggling down tis torturous road…I jus hope de next door I open will lead me to de right place…*fingers cross*
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    May 06

    R U Serious?

    • Alright…de last time I shop for clothes was last yr…ok dun be shock…N I vividly remember de shirt I bought was a Fred Perry Polo-T…N de last time I bought smth to wear…OMG…STAGE 3/4…If Im not wrong I bought it before CNY last yr…
    • Becuz of NS…I failed to remember to go buy clothes…N I still thought I would always have de urge to buy clothes before CNY of every Yr…tis is Y I hate NS…!!!
    • Thks to Julie…Ive learnt a new thing today…girls monthly cramps can become so bad tat it’ll land U in hospital bed…becuz it happened to her…

    • Woh…alright…so Ive learnt to respect our female counterparts more now…de pain they suffer…RESPECT…

    • Looking forward to tis sat…I have a DATE…wif my Darling Meiyu…!!! Yes…she is my darling…but not my GF…instead my BFF…haha…kinda makes me a sissy saying tis…but WTH…she’s my BFF…

    • Officially…Im a Fan Of SHOW LuoZX , Takuya Kimura…Big fan of tis 2 N its kinda weird for a guy to be a fan of a male artist…plus Im a fan of 2 male artist…so right now de onli female artist tat Im a fan of is JULIE TanSY…haha…My fan My fren…watch out she may be de next big thing…(see girl Im already promoting U to my frens…no charges leh)

    • I dun hate Swine Flu becuz it causes people to fall sick…I hate it becuz we have to take extra precautions now in camp…lets jus hope it doesnt get any serious cuz its not gonna make things easier in camp…

    • Ive unconsciously let others control my mood…not jus any other people but those whom are closer to my heart…tats saddening…it means I cant control how I feel…which may be seriously dangerous…LOL…
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    May 04

    Bonkers.

    • I hate to draw for de sake of drawing…design for de sake of designing…tats Y I got out of Lasalle…In fact…I jus dun like to work for de sake of working…all tis Im not doing it becuz I like it…N it sux…
    • But I have to live for de sake of living…If I had a choice I wouldnt wanna end it…becuz I wish to try N find my dearest girl…Im basically hopeless…living for de sake of de opposite sex…
    • But of course…Im still constantly looking for my future career…thinking bout wad exactly do I wanna do in life N for de rest of my life…
    • I wonder when my future career will suddenly pop up N set my whole life straight…hmmm…
    • 2 promises Im gonna make to myself is…firstly…I’ll pick up Japanese Language Lessons…secondly…I’ll pick up dancing lessons…mainly hip hop street kinda dance…=)
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    May 02

    Self.

    • I may be selfishly thinking for myself onli…so dun judge me for wad I have to say…

    • Becuz of NS I feel deprive of my life…right now I jus wish to have more time seeking for a girl…De girl of my dreams…Im jus lost so I desperately need to find my way back into life…

    • I may be dreaming big…but on de other hand I think I shouldnt be…I try to be more realistic but tat isnt who I M…I wan it to be challenging but feels its jus a goal too far out for me…

    • It constantly feels like Ur not treated fairly but in another words its also a fair treatment…confusing…? YES…tats how I feel…I may wish to complain but giving it some thought I think I have no rights to…

    • Swine Flu has made thinks more inconvenient now…de SAF all rather de whole of SG is taking de precautions…so we have to comply…then we have to go for de anti flu shot…

    • I would think tat nth it impossible N we should give everything a chance…a chance to show off their talent…a chance to show how much we love tat someone…a chance to be true to ourself…

    • SO it also means…we should give everything a thought…before we come to a conclusion…

    • Sometimes I jus feel like Im talking too much about me…but tis is de whole purpose of a blog right? Its my blog so obviously Im talking bout how I feel think N wad I did…wad I wan…wad Im dreaming bout…wads bothering me…Me Me Me…

    • Right now I jus wish to be able to live in a little house by a big lake…wif a dog to play wif…wif a boat so tat I can ride it out into de lake…wif a car so tat occasionally I can ride out into a quite little forest…N when winter comes…de lake freezes up…I would wish to be able to skate wif de woman tat will hold my hands so tightly tat I’ll have bruises…of cuz when it comes to summer…we will be able to go into de lake for a swim…then spring time we can start clearing up de leaves tat is piling up together N take a dive into a huge pile of dead leaves…as for autumn we can cuddle up by de lake N watch de day pass by…

    • Awwwww…how romantic…wad an unrealistic pathetic dream… 
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    May Madness.

    • I’ll nvr be able to forget de feelings we have while we R in a relationship…I’ll nvr be able to forget de process where by de relationship slowly grows…
    • All becuz I have dreams tat R relationship related…once every dunno how long…
    • I may have unrealistic dreams…but I still wish I can imagine it being true…
    • Its de new mth…N I went Ice skating late at night wif HX N Akira…Wad a wonderful mth…Happy May Day everyone…
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