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April 28 - It may seem impossible for most things to happen…but would anyone even notice de effort U put into trying despite failing…Or instead would anyone be moved by how much U actually put into trying to achieve it…
- Some jus plainly dun understand N would not bother bout wad U have done…no matter how touching bystanders think…De onli 1 U would wan recognition from is still Ur main aim…
- I have fear to put in effort N end up not being noticed by whom I intend on showing…wad gd izzit when Ur jus being shove aside…
- When has it ever been wrong to try…it was nvr a crime to try N love…it was nvr a crime to try to get UR attention…N its definitely not a crime to say “I LIKE U N WOULD WANNA BE WIF U.”
- Wouldnt it be easier if U could jus see de sincerity in my heart…
April 23 - Im making it big tis time…I found my dream my goal…Ive decided even if I may not achieve de main target…but I’ll try to hit any where near de goal…
- I look forward for de day where everything comes into place…
- I’ll keep my goals secret for now…but wad my first target is…is to buy a car when Im 22…then slowly…Im planning to go abroad to study N look for opportunity to fulfill my dream…
- My future will be bout ______…if it wasnt for my frens…I wouldnt have realise my passion…=)
- Ultimate Secret Im keeping to myself till Ive made a name for myself…argh…I hate repetition words…argh…random…
April 20 - I feel Im a disappointment to myself…there’s things out there tat R so far out of my reach…but I still think if I were to give it a try there’s actually a possibility tat I might succeed…
- But it jus feels really frustrating to think bout it in my mind…N although it would be better if I would jus give it a shot…but would it be wise to risk it…
- Its jus de spur of de moment I think…my time now all given to NS…exactly how many days to I get to have for myself…its really little…causing me to break down occasionally…
- I want to be able to once again have de confidence I have yrs ago…I really feel Im loosing bit by bit of confidence left in me…
- Its practically impossible for me to live life de way I M…but I wouldnt wanna change…life’s a mess…I dunno how to put my frustrations into words…N all I want to do now is scream at de top of my lungs standing at some secluded paradise after which I would lie on de ground N stare at de clouds…
- Maybe its gd tat I have to serve NS…becuz while in camp I hardly have time to go into deep thoughts…tats Y I feel tat Im becoming more stupid…its like after NS I dun think I’ll be able to start going to school…
- Now Ive got no idea wad exactly do I wan…before I felt so much worst...I would always be thinking if having a GF would change everything…right now Im not sure…
- Previously I would look forward to going back in camp becuz I’ll be too busy to be thinking…but now Im jus hoping tat time would go faster N NS will be over asap…so tat I can have more time on self reflections plus future planning…becuz my future currently looks not promising at all…
- Right now I jus wish to find smth to live for…becuz currently Im living for de sake of living…I have no purpose for living…if I were to be mentally unstable I would have committed suicide by now…but I dunno how long I can handle tis torture…
- I wish to have heart to heart talk wif someone…but I jus cant find someone to talk to…I wish to understand myself better…but I jus cant seem to understand myself at all…I wish to live for something meaningful…but I jus cant find anything meaningful to live for…I wish to be able to make decisions N feel gd…but I jus cant seem to be able to choose N feel gd…
- Im in a struggle wif my mind…as much as I like being busy so tat it would occupy my mind…now I dun like work at all…once again…I find myself struggling wif committing in work…although its NS…which I cant quit…I jus think bout future jobs I might be in…I dun think I can stick to anything I do…argh…
- Sunday was great…becuz I finally met Julie…after all tat chatting in MSN…I didnt get to say much when I saw her…haha…still…it was a wonderful meeting…
- When I was going to pass Xian my camera to take a photo of de me N Julie…Xian could see tat my hands were shaking…X_X…hehe…OK YES…I was very very very nervous…
- Take a look at de photo…U know wad was on my mind…? I felt like my smile was so cramped up…I think she didnt feel my body shaking…argh…my mind was all messed up…=_=…
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- There’s actually some stuff I would have wanted to talk to her bout…but it was really noisy there N so many of her frens there…plus I was lost in my mind…haha…
- Anyway…she’s a great dancer…great singer…great actress…and she’s a great fren…GO JULIE…=)
- After meeting Julie at Heeren N showing my support…De 3 guys went to Penin. to check out cue stick…then went to Timah to have dinner after tat went to play billiard…
- Then they say play Dota…Zzzz…wah…tired man…played till ard 3am…cab home N quickly bath N sleep…
April 16 - Its all de imperfections tat makes it perfect…so go N find tat special someone tats beautifully imperfect to U…
- Quoted from de TV Ad…
- Y M I name Andrew? Ask my Family…1 of them will know…FYI it wasnt me tat came up wif tis name…
- Work is jus crazy…its either super late night or super early work hrs…crazy time…
- Above is really some random stuff…Im so tired tat I got no idea wad to talk bout…Y I wanted to explain how I got de name Andrew…becuz I dun wish to be mistaken…some people would think tat I call myself Andrew but Im not tat kinda person who comes up wif christian name…N so tis is Y I tattooed Andrew instead of LIM OR CHIH OR SENG…
- Y I tattooed Andrew my name? Simply put it…I wanna be recognize…to go more deeply into it…I love myself…it isnt jus a tattoo of my name…it symbolizes me…obvious right…anyway…jus dun question my tattoos…theres a meaning in every single 1…
April 08 - Work has not been fun even when it onli consist of driving driving N more driving…right now having sore throat which is getting better…but then headache is setting in…Im a weakling ok…lalala…
- Not loving tis 1 bit…life’s tat miserable cuz nth seems satisfactory…
- My life’s like so uncertain…so many doors opening up N Im troubled over which to choose…de stable…de uncertain…de new…de craziness state Im in…Im jus gonna get a taste of all before choosing…yipee…no 1 even understands wad de heck Im talking bout…tat’s so fun…haha…
- Oh yah…I wanted to tell U guys tis…I think I should make a sign or smth…to carry wif me so tat I wont have to answer questions like how tall R U…tat kinda questions…it jus doesnt seem to end…tis same questions I mean…but I’ll always be courteous N reply wif a smile…=)
April 06 - I went skating wif some gd old skaters…although I should have posted tis in de previous post but I jus wanted to delay tis…
- Kinda got back de feeling of de Ice…so it was fun skating…when I thought I would feel de opp…
- We all went to East Coast after tat becuz Joyce wanted to get inline skates…had burger king there then went off…it was ard 9 when we reach de bus stop…then we took 196 N had a 1hr+ journey…along de way Muah Chee N Joyce including me chatted all de way…
- If onli it would be convenient for me if not I would have accompanied Chloe N Joyce to have a drink…so everyone were on their way either home or some place else…
- While I walked home I had question tat popped into my head becuz Muah Chee Joyce N Me had a brief discussion bout tis…1. How long does a person need to get over de previous crush or relationship so tat he or she will not be labeled as a flirt…
- 1 think I realize…People who have wad they have…dun wish to be reminded…it’ll onli make them irritated of wad U say…for example…I dun like to be reminded tat Im tall…I would think tat people who have gd look N lots of money would actually like people to constantly remind them…LOL…
- After ard 4mths…heres de official pic of de completed tattoo…edited to show de details…enjoy…
 - Alright…maybe its not tat Im “suay” in finding a GF…cuz I was told tat I actually almost succeeded…shall not go much into tis becuz I cannot reveal too much detail…so I guess de time isnt right for me yet…1 gd thing is I can feel more at ease becuz Im not unlucky…
- Anyway being occupied by NS…I hardly or should I say stop getting frustrated becuz of failing to find love…
- Recently I saw an Ad on Chn5 which was bout family ties…like how to strengthen it or some sort…I felt tat de script was written beautifully N flawless…maybe I should describe it briefly so tat U’ll know wad Ad it is when U happen to see it…
- De scene starts in a room which was holding a wake…then de wife of de deceased went up de stage to say smth…wad she said was truly amazing…so everyone look out for tis Ad…Im sure U’ll be touched by it…
April 04 - When we do things…do U ever think thoroughly into Y U did wad U did?
- Try taking a couple of mins to start thinking…N when I say de things we do…I mean little stuff like Y Im going out today…Y do I wanna dress like tat when I go to so N so location…
- When we wanna dress up N look gd…do we actually jus wanna look gd or is there a certain motive behind our actions…like Im gonna go out there dress my best to knock out all of de opp sex…or jus simply I wanna feel gd when Im on de streets…
- I admit sometimes when I would wanna go out is to check out girls N hopefully get some attentions from other girls…of cuz I would wan HOT BABES checking me out…hehe…alright admit it who doesnt…but of cuz it would healthy if U dun always have tat kinda thought…
- If not U’ll be so paranoid N then eventually turning psycho…haha…
- Even choosing to go out…I actually wanna stay at home tis Sat N have a relaxing boring stoning day…but I suddenly had a spur of emotion N becuz of smth which I cant remember now I now choose to go out…to Ice Skate to be exact…not becuz Im desperate to skate…but becuz I wanna go out to get some glances from girls…but I guess I’ll eventually be sick N tired…
- I really would wanna be more interested in blogging pics but Im lazy…so I jus hope I’ll be hardworking enough some day to upload pics…=)…meanwhile jus chill out wif wad rubbish I have to say…
April 01 - I jus wanted to say smth since its de start of de mth…but Ive got nth better to say…So…jus Happy April Fool’s day…
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