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February 26 - Sunday working day...actually dun have to work tmr but Im taking Monday in de end...
- Jus becuz a fren didnt take de key from me...
- Waited for Ellis to do closing...afraid to go home alone...LOL...
- U can always see tat Ellis is forever tired...N she slept on de bus...now Im tired too...
- Monday a non-suppose to work day...
- Working there without Jessie is so boring lah...wah liew eh...
- Getting PSP on Wednesday...N supper is also on Wednesday...de girls better stop changing de date...
- For a monday sales was ok loh...but wth...
- Talking bout de sales...Jason came on Sunday N talked to me bout being serious bout selling more...not going into details lah...but Im not pissed or anything but jus really wad else can I do to sell...nvm nvm...
- Now blogging on de bus...nth better to do...Ellis N Angel R both tired so nvr chat chat...
- Yeah...no work tmr means more sleep...gonna carry on when Im home...
- I will spent all my money before I go into NS...haha...I might...jus might...get my own air ticket to go Taiwan...
- PSP is close to $400 already...I wonder how much I might need for Taiwan trip...so gonna go alone...hiak hiak hiak...
- Nth more...feeling really gd tis days...enjoying company of fellow shop keepers...N also enjoying company of Ellis N Angel on de way home...
- SMILES~~
February 24 - I should have guessed...apparently Im not going to Taiwan anymore...N they happily keep quite...
- I wouldnt bother telling U , asking U , or even explaining to U bout anything...wadever it is I would onli be in de wrong...nvr will there be a point where Im not making any mistake...
- I have no right to shout at my father...but I dun FUCKING care when Ur not even trying to know de facts...
- Tis people pisses me off...
- Working Tuesday-Thursday next week...its up to me to choose actually...so any changes I'll update...
- Thursday is another supper session...possible changes might occur...
- MY family is jus people I dun trust nor do I tell them personal stuff...I onli have my dearest mummy whom wont see me as always de 1 who makes de mistake...
- I wanna catch "The Leap Years"...I wanna go into de cinema wif tissues...N hopefully cry my heart out while watching it...Leo's R sentimental N romantic...tis I agree...
- Feelings for Piggy is really neutral right now...after telling her how I feel...Now I dun really find it necessary to do dramatic stuff...I guess it was jus a spur of de Valentine spirit...haha...
- But de fact tat I dun wan her to be my little sister anymore is serious...No confuse feelings anymore...sooo...do I like piggy? yup...but Im discourage somehow...Piggy should feel gd...Im jus blindly hoping U would be moved by wad I have to say...U've change so much which made me fall for U...now I cant change anything...
- I cross my fingers N look for happiness...=)
- Working on Sunday...dunno if de current person still wants to work or not...might as well ask me to take over U N work full-time...
- I would like to appear wherever Piggy is but I jus dun have de drive to do tis things anymore...becuz of de 0 chance she's giving me...
- Its all cool...when I dun see Piggy I feel ok...but when I see N read stuff I'll go crazy...
- I might be getting a PSP soon...although Im not a fan of hand held games but I wanna get it to watch videos N probably play games...also add songs...hmmm...I'll jus check de price first...
February 22 - Wed last day of work for de week...dunno when working again...
- Had supper wif Jess , Cheryl , N Wen Jie(oh pls let me get tis right) at Hong Kong Cafe...
- Nice or not nice? erm...I dun think its nice or special...
- Plan to have another supper next Friday...I promise U guys if Im free I'll go down OK...even better if Im working on Friday...
- Its fun U know...really fun to know people tat R tis crazy...but at some point I still feel very empty...after all tat laughter wads left is jus me all alone...
- I aint desperate...tats tat...I jus dunno if its even possible to have someone be wif U lets jus say a long time for now...
- Its jus been a disaster for me in courtship...rejection's not smth to be sad bout...wads crazy is how girls react...1 gets angry becuz I turn N tell her I like her...de other gets scared...
- Wads wrong wif being wooed? beats me...I would like to be wooed...but Ive had weird experience already...
- Jus really consider if its possible...I dun belive U girls really thought bout it after saying dun wan lah...seriously tats wad I get...DUN WAN LAH...
- Oh lets jus let it get by...
- Today is like WTF...wad actually is going wrong wif my family?
- Its like a habit for them to jump into conclusion N think de worst of de worst of me...
- Do U know tat Im fucking sick tat U dun even ask...U jus say thinks tat pisses me off...N yes I shouted at my Father...yes yes yes I did...so now wad...U would jus go out N wouldnt think if its actually Ur fault...
- Nvr make me repeat myself...N pls dun start asking onli when U already have Ur own answer...WTF...
- Piggy's been ignoring my SMSes...hope U read de stories tat Ive been sending U in parts...
- I give up...U know wad...I give up on explanations...I give up on hoping Piggy might have a change of heart...I jus do wad I wan N leave U to think wadever U wan off me...
- Peace out...Negativity isnt affecting me anymore...N Positivity jus isnt helping...N being so freaking Neutral jus isnt helping...
- Jus ignore de fact tat Im still here...
- At 1 point I actually feel extremely HAPPY...N tats when YOGI de dog is at de shop...Sandy owner of San Street has a dog name Yogi...N I jus love Yogi...de cutest thing ever...GOTTA TAKE YOGI'S PHOTO WHEN I SEE HIM/HER again...
February 20 - Monday start work le...yeah...but its onli 3 consecutive days...
- Well at least I sold smth on de first day...despite having trouble wif de Nets machine...N I didnt even know how to on de cashier....=_=...
- Saw Ellis (junior from sec sch) while working...she's selling waffles...not knowing where to go I went to order smth from her...
- After work waited for Ellis to finish cleaning up then Ellis and her co-worker Jeremy (if im not wrong) wanted to go Sakae Sushi then ask me to go along...but when we reach they were already closing...
- So de 2 of them skip dinner N were both very hungry...so met up wif 2 other people...Adam & Angel...(hope I remember correctly)...Adam's a Singaporean but wif New Zealand blood...lol...then Angel is another junior from sec sch...
- Was suppose to go to some nice coffee shop then ended up having Jeremy leading de way N making us go like a freaking long way when we can like cut through along de way...=_=...
- When we finally reach I was like..."WTH lah I know how to come here loh...I thought U were saying some posh coffe shop...=_=..."
- Ellis has problem realizing tat Bras Basar isnt nearby...argh...=_="...N Jeremy things he knows de way then made us walked "HIS" way...which is like de freaking long way...
- Adam was scolding de 2 of them all de way N even when we finally reach N sat down...
- Adam's doing NS N so M I...so cool...Caucasian doing NS...his pretty funny loh...
- Got along well wif tis considered new bunch of people...
- Tuesday...now its 5:06pm while Im typing tis...in de shop wif 0 crowd...but already sold smth...yipee...maybe gonna go find Ellis N Adam again...not very sure where de other shop Ellis is working at...
- Continuing later when Im back home...I onli post on even days...LOL...if u haven realize it yet...
- Back from work...
- Got to know more bout de other shop keepers...tis 2 girls Cheryl N Jess(not very sure de name actually)...
- Talk lots of crap...tis N tat...then finally closing...de 2 girls N 1 guy(damm I forgot his name , Im not very gd wif chinese name) waited for me to close then went off together...all 2 of them live in Bukit Panjang...
- They wanna have supper tmr at not very sure where so lets see...anyway tmr last day...dunno when I'll work again...
- Its not tat bad once there's people to talk to...=_=...
February 18 - Buffet at my hse on sat...Uncle's & Aunties came...Uncle Andrew was here N de son Elias played dota wif my com...her daughter on de other hand looks drop dead bored...hahaha...
- Jus came back from Uncle Andrew's place...Uncles & Aunties cant stop gambling...even de kids...playeed ard wif Kelly de dog...sit here...then move here N there...
- Haiyaya...
- Piggy piggy...its hard for me to get in touch wif U if Ur not replying...Im not scary...Im caring...=)...mus spent some time wif me K...? I dun wan U to go back to Perth N I dun even have de chance to see U...
- Like I said...it doesnt have to be now...Ur still de Piggy I like so much...even after yrs have passed...=))
- Working tmr...yeah...gonna sit ard N rot...muahahaha...
February 16 - Cupid gave me 1 chance to struck anyone wif de bow & arrow...but I decided to give U de arrow N letting U decide whether to get struck by it...
- Its inevitable tat U will ask de question Y me...Y do U like me...Wad's so gd bout me tat makes U like me so much...
- How many times have U been replied...I like everything bout U...
- Tats clique...I like Ur quirkiness...I like de fact tat U compare urself to a pig...lol...I like de fact tat Ur boyish sometimes...I like Ur crazy moods...but 1 think I dun like bout U is tat I cant find smth I dun like...U r too perfect to be true N its scary...
- Im glad to have pour my heart out to U on Valentine's day...I might not be able to talk to U...but at least I got de msg across...N tats I've fallen for U N I seem to be stuck...
- Im not Ur bro...N Ur not a pig I can find in de zoo...Ur de cake face I like so much...=)
- P-I-G-G-Y , piggy piggy U R Mine...=P
- My dear Piggy...Im jus afraid tat I might be a little selfish to actually be wif U...becuz I wouldnt wan U to wait for me to finish my NS...so hold on to de Cupid's arrow N think bout it...
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- Check out de Msn background...so cool...!!!
- People...come look for me at Suntec...jus above Carrefour...look for shop no. 03-084 at MY.PLAYGround...Im working on de 18th to de 20th of Feb...
- Im getting gonna have a maid tmr...yipee...hiak hiak...
February 14 - So many movies coming out on Feb...CJ7 , KungFu Dunk , Ah Long Pte Ltd , Jumper , L , anymore?
- Tuesday.
- Went to Centerpoint N got a new watch...I was abit impulsive though...walked into City Chain wif my $330 voucher...hiak hiak...
- Saw a nice 1 N then pay an additional $134...
- Then off to Suntec to familiarize de prices of de items...de girls there R really crazy...de current worker is crazy...de fren is crazy...de worker opp de shop is crazy...N I almost went crazy...hahaha...
- went off at 7pm+...
- Wednesday.
- Im crossing Kung Fu Dunk off de list of movie I wanna watch...
- Caught it wif Ah Xian...then after tat Im having dinner wif my Sisters at IMM...
- Da Jie bought a couple bracelet for her hubby...its a magnetic wadever thingy bracelet...it cost close to de same as my RossoAmante 1...but mine is jus plain designer bracelet...=_="...
- N now its already V.day...de all so special day for people who R in love...N also for those who's interested in someone...
- I wish U all a Happy Valentine's Day...N hopefully U can win de heart of tat special someone...
- N today...I wish to surprise tat very special someone to me...I may look stupid...I may fail...but all I want is for U to know tat I LIKE U...wish me luck =)...
February 12 - I so dun wan tis yrs valentine's day to be yet another same old day...
- Even if it makes me look stupid or wad so ever...I will do wad I can to change it...
- My aim is to make 2008 a special 1...
- Jus give me de chance to make U de happiest person on earth...N U will nvr regret making de right choice...hehe...
- I really need to know wad I gotta know...N I really need to say wad I gotta say...blah blah blah...
- Wish me de best of luck in advance...may I achieve wad I so desperately need...
- Tis post so doesnt concern anyone else other then me...oh my...jus ignore tis post...ahhh...Im going insane...
- Im starting work soon...be sure to come visit me...U will know de location soon...
- Things jus dun seem to go de way I hope it does N I cant help but go crazy sometime...=(...but I being de creative guy will come up wif plan A , B , C or more if necessary...
- Push On Andrew!!! Push On...!!! U will succeed in de end...YIPEE...*sigh*='(
February 10 - I jus stare at de "enter msg" section N started to struggle wif wad I wanna say...I need to know wad to say to someone special...
- Im actually hanging on to onli 1 saying N tats : "Its better to have love N lost , then nvr to have love at all"
- N to really understand 1 thing...U cant predict if a relationship works out when U R not even together...so I will bravely go for it...
- I will N mus ask her to be my Valentine...even if it means tat I will nvr be able to talk to U again like before...
- To pour it all out is better to be holding everything in...
- Im reading every piece of info tat may give me an idea if I'll possibly stand a chance to win Ur heart...
- But tis infos may not be accurate...rather then boost my confidence...it might discourage me...
- There's still more to come...N I'll not hold back...tats jus tiring...
- Crazy Andrew's on de loose...!!!
- Some feelings stirred inside of me...thus making awake to continue typing more on tis post...
- I find myself unable to control my emotion during certain times...especially late at night...when Im going to bed...
- N during tis times...I think bout being in love...how much being in love is a stranger to me now...to know tat its been so long since I last hold de hands of someone I love...
- De shy little guy tat when comes to approaching a girl is so so afraid...N de constant feeling of being afraid to hold her hands...
- But all tat is jus nth when I tell myself tat I've actually got nth to lose...N so I push on N make decisions tat I constantly begged tat its de right 1...
- When will change ever stop? *sigh*
February 08 - Apparently tis kinda title means alot of people will view Ur post...lol...
- Tis scandal or wadever it is called jus wont stop...N Im having fun searching for de photos...haha...
- People say there's a Video or wad so ever...N I really think there is...becuz de photos taken were like a series of shots from a Video...
- De photos now available for people to see R actually like less then 10% of de whole thing...I know becuz Im quite sure I have it all...
- I have to say tis in advance..."dun call me a perv...onli if U R not interested in de photos"
- Not a fan of Cecilia...so I got rid of her photos...but I like Twins...N after de genting crap...now she's totally nude...tats smth to cry bout...
- Now I think all celebs go to bed together if they happen to work together...
- So now Im wondering if Edison tried getting laid wif Jolin...perhaps she refused...awwww...Edison missed a chance...
- Wad a way to start CNY...
- Speaking of CNY...I was more then happy to go out on de first day...but I'll rather stay at home...its not like Im attracted to red packets...damm U money face people $_$...!!!
- Jus for de sake of getting ang bao's U will drag urself everywhere...IDIOTS...
- I wanna see my Cousins!!! Busted Regis tat release my pigeon becuz of girlfren...TMD...
- Happy CNY everyone...N gd luck to those money face...$_$...hope U get lotsa ang bao's...after saying tis those money faces who knows me will start thinking : "Knn , wtf , CB ,etc...Ur rich tats Y U dun care..."
- FYI money faces...Im not rich...Im not materialistic tats all...U morons...jus admit tat U R a greedy pigs...
- Lalala...I can afford to eat N eat N eat all I wan...My apologies to people who gain weight easily...but my Piggy can eat all she wants if it makes her feel better...=))...at least share wif me...*winks*
- ShoutOut : Me misses Piggy lots lots...
February 06 - No 1...not 1 of my 3 pass relationship has made me miss a person tis much N instead of slowly forgetting N feeling better , I find myself thinking more bout tis girl...
- Cant belive tis happened to me...Oh my freaking god...!!!
- I cant wait...cant wait for CNY...so I can dress up...yipee...no 1 can out dress me...I can N will be de best looking 1...lalala...Im definitely a head turner...but 1 tats nvr photogenic...I wonder Y?
- SO now wad...I actually feel better...becuz its getting clearer tat I cant live life having U not being my girl...N I will try my hardest to continue tis wonderful relationship having U as my girl...
- Till now Ive not start work...tick tock tick tock...
- CNY is soon people...N I still have not gotten my watch...
- I drove wif Dad jus now...got to drive it fom outside my hse to de basement carpark...although I didnt step on de accelerator at all but slow N steady wins de race...haha...
- I got to reverse...N did bout 2 left turns before reaching de spot...then had to help clean de car...
- Im proud of myself...haha...I wasnt nervous or anything jus had fun...lol...but Dad smack my hand ard twice becuz I placed my hands wrongly...
- It was fun anyway...Reunion dinner later in de night...YAHOO...
- The Leap Years : "Its better to have love and lost , then never love at all."
- To watch or not to watch...?
February 04 - Cant help but feel tat I need a girl...it seems like it really is hard to not think bout it...especially when Im actually still struggling wif deciding on leaving it as it is (which is really hard) or talk to her (possibly turning everything sour or it might jus work out)...
- Should I jus leave Valentine's tis yr as yet another Day...or should I turn it into a Date...
- Its clear I do feel smth really strong bout her but I have tis equally strong feeling tat things R really great de way it is...its a matter of which is stronger...
- I think Love is actually stronger...N I wanna try letting it stay as it is...but still I wan so badly to talk to her...
- In fact I really do wanna fall in love like I was still in Secondary Sch...but then again...wad Im asking for is totally diff from then...
- To find a girl...N not to hurt or be hurt...N jus be happy...not asking for anything else...
- On a lighter note...I dun seem to remember looking forward to CNY in de past few yrs...I guess tis yr will be diff...
- Ive not made any New Yr resolution nor have I make a wish on my 2007 Bday...its jus meaningless to me now...
- Being single for so long N now Im so desperate to find a girl tat I cannot not think bout having someone...
- I should jus find a chance N talk to her N it get over N done wif...tats me...its do or die...yes or no...happy or sad...at least I can have some closure...a clear answer as to hang on or let go...
- N so its decided...Its jus a torture to me to hold it all inside...to get it out will make me feel better...
- Its surprising tat I've not felt like tis back when I first met her...I dun wanna question myself anymore...its jus a burden to my head...I'll jus talk to her...
- CNY will be gd...N so will Valentine's...!!!
February 01 - Jan 31, 2008
8:18 PM
At dest sort facility
SINGAPORE SG
- Where is tis place? But anyway...its finally in SG now...N since their estimated delivery time is...
Estimated delivery
Feb 1, 2008 by 12:00 PM
- Which is like today...I finally N eventually get to see my shoes N hoodie...
- N I dunno if U still read tis...but anyway...people Im going to work...no not work at Dad's company...its really going out to work...
- Yes de Xiao Shao Ye has to work as well...N Im pretty sure Im working at Suntec...People...be sure to look for me there...
- More on work when I do start working...
- Special shout out : Piggy Mei Mei...Missya...seeya soon...=)
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