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• Yes...its Christmas...get to book out on Christmas Eve...so I went to complete my tattoo...YES its complete...FINALLY...
  
  
• I consider its complete but there's still another session to touch up...
  
  
• Everyone was attached...unreachable or jus busy...tattoo was finished by 7...then I took a cab home...
  
  
• Of cuz there's smth I could do...there were activities I could attend...but jus I wasnt interested to go...there wasnt anyone I really wanted to spent it wif...since its such a hectic christmas...I decided a quite Christmas isnt all tat bad...
  
  
• Im not happy nor M I sad...Im jus satisfied tat tis Christmas nth bad happened...at least I felt good...=)
  
  MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL...=) 

• I happen to be stoning so I thought Y not jus post...short weekend N I find myself kinda bored tat I cant spent more time for myself...sianzation...
  
  
• Yest I went to get my wings shading done...but onli 1 side...right now it looks so dark like...half white angel N half dark angel...I'll snap a pic next week...got no time to pose now...
  
  
• I cant reach Piggy even though she's in SG now...dunno where de hell is she...Zzzz...Miss her soooo much...but she's still missing...=_=...
  
  
• After tis I gotta go eat bath pack...oh crap...tis sux...hopefully next week I'll be able to be a little happier...would my mood be better?
  
  
• Hope everything goes well in camp...seeya people...Love U all...=X...haha

• Yet again...I've gotta be reporting back to camp soon...U really dunno how fucking terrible I feel whenever I mus book in...but Im given onli 1 choice...N tats to report back in...if not smth BAD will happen...
  
  
• M I really not strong enough to take on challenges...? Or is it jus de challenges tat suits me arent appearing...? Wad exactly is my purpose here...?
  
  
• I no longer know Y I should live on...my aim...I dont know...
  
  
• I hate to be able to live in luxury...becuz I feel so much pain for those who arent...those who really R gd people living in really poor conditions...even so still they seem happy...N me living without worrying if there will be food or water to drink seem so empty...
  
  
• I wish to shout out to de world N hope everyone can be a better person tat will make tis world a better place...I dun like de fact tat there R people whom R living in higher standards...I wan everyone to be equal...if onli there could be a way to let everyone live in de same environment...N everyone gets to experience de same wonderful things we have in tis world...
  
  
• I cannot think of anything else to say...becuz my voice is sooo small...N it will nvr reach out to de whole world...my power is limited...N all I can do is sit ard N pray tat tmr will be a better day for everone followed by de day after tmr...so on N so forth...
  
  
• Life's jus a game...U gain experience through many things...U lvl up along de way...U go into diff jobs or things U will be more knowledgeable at...N de created of tis game is GOD...although Im not someone who really believes in tis...but still...doesnt it sounds like a game...a game in which Im a total noob at...N I really think I cant win in fact tis game has no winning or losing its jus tat...becuz its already hard for me to continue wif it...for Im jus so sick of it...

• Im not allowed to have a life while Im in NS...sob...Im not allowed to love while Im in NS...sob...Im not allowed to have time for myself becuz my mind will be thinking tat I gotta report back to camp in onli awhile for some better days I get to report to camp in a few days...
  
  
• No matter how much I try to enjoy NS life...I still feel really empty...
  
  
• Met wif an accident yest...car accident to be exact...Akira N I...he was driving when he lost control of de car becuz of de wet road...then de car was heading for a lamp post...N BAM...
  
  
• Actually I wasnt scared at all...becuz we were going really slow...jus tat de car was out of control...luckily no one was injured...I jus hope Akira wont be worried so much...wads happened has happened...jus face it like a man...it wasnt Ur fault anyway...stay strong brother...
  
  
• I actually think tat it actually might be a gd thing for me if smth really bad had happen to me...cuz onli then U will know who r those "gd" frens ard U...those tat really cares...haha...even so...I dun thing it'll fill de emptiness within me...
  
  
• I'll jus have to live wif tis emptiness N wait till its filled up by a miracle...