IM ANDREW N MY WAY OF LIFE IS LIKE DE GREAT Zhuangzi , 庄子 (Featured Song : Running Away

November 22

Tis time…I’ll jus be like…wad mine is mine…wad will happen will happen…if wad I long for doesnt turn up de way I wan it to be then tats tat…I cant force anything or anyone…life’s like tat…I wont forcefully push forward hoping it’ll eventually turn up de way I hope for…no 1 would be happy…
Wad I’ll do is push on in my life…moving forward…I’ll not let anything pull me down N stop me from living on…TIS IS MY LIFE N I MAKE DE FINAL DECISIONS…!!!
Wad Ive realize is…Im no longer attracted to U or U anymore…N it makes me question myself Y I DID fall for U before…hmmm…N I wonder…who will I like next…will it be jus a temporary moment of desperation tat sparked de mutual attraction to a female…I seriously got no clue wad I jus said…=_=…
I wan de real deal…=(

November 20

Can I not attract any unwanted attention in de midst of all tis people on de streets…all I wan is de attention of my other half…
Its hard to cope even when Im in charged…hai…work work work…its hard being either de 1 leading or de 1 being lead…
Wadever it is…Im learning along de way…learning both to lead N to be lead…
Its been pretty calm tis days…Im happy…but would hope to be happier…toodles~~ =D

November 14

Unknowingly 8 days pass by…Hx’s first bookin out…stel’s birthday…all tis is de past now…
Im surprisingly feeling peaceful for quite awhile now…Maybe becuz work has been occupying my mind N weekends I’ll be too tired to think…
Wadever it is…I still long for tat someone special…jus tat now…Im not acting at all…
Lets all jus enjoy our Nov…N welcome Dec wif a big smile…I know I will…=D

November 06

I didnt know…didnt know tat a pinch…a kick…or anything tat might hurt for an instance would be something tats romantic…or rather I should say…it actually makes U feel love for an instance…N I actually wan to feel something like tat…to be hurt…so as to feel loved…N it also signifies tat Im not alone…
I thought after I buy my new laptop I wont get to use my old lappy anymore…but now…de funny thing is I have both laptop wif me now…=_=…
I’ll think of more to blog bout in de next post…HOPEFULLY…tats tat…

November 01

Went down to IKEA alone to do some furniture shopping…N I bought a new clothes rack N a pretty special drawer tat is plastic like thingy…take a look at de pic…
Carried de yet to assembled clothes rack to Queensway shopping centre N bought 8 new inline wheels…
How do U work smart? Actually we jus work really hard…all I wanna say is…work to make things go right…tats enough…not too perfect…jus enough to move on…
Last working day of de mth…N I thought I’ll be able to end work at 5 N go home…but last min info was tat I had to do a 24hr shift…fuck tis shit…haiz…Im such a poor little boy…
Anyway…last day of OCT…N although there isnt anything to look forward to for de next mth…but positive thinking is tat…de next next mth will be Dec N Christmas…!!!
OCT has been 1 of de bad mth…N Im glad its over…de end of de yr is coming…N I have onli a few more mths…CANT wait…!!!
TOODLES…