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    November 30

    Y Ur Not Impt.

    • Most of de time...guys have de tendency to let girls be at de side of their master hand...
    • Y is tis so?
    • If tat guy truly wishes to take care of U N protect U...he would wan U to be at de side of his master hand so tat he can hold U wif de most confident hand he uses...
    • So girls should be aware when Ur standing beside a guy...
    • Girls on de other hand...they R not there to protect but there to be loved N be protected...N their master hand would normally be free to do their stuff...N use it to show their love through little acts...like...wiping sweat of de guy...feeding de guy...N definitely to tease de guy...
    • When will I once again have de chance to act tis way...?
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    November 28

    Driving.

    • Its not fun at all...driver's course...ok really...during de whole thing its funny n all...but really end of de day...I think of tis as jus a necessary requirement...but trying hard to adapt to tis...

    • Really irritating idiots in tis group of mine...How childish can malays be? No offence...but seriously...tis group of malay kids jus cant keep quite or even act like their age...

    • I really dun wish to...but I think I'll soon get used to their childishness...N ignore their sickening act totally...

    • I jus hope everything goes smoothly...really dun wan anything funny to happen...I'll jus control myself...N let tis morons carry on acting like idiots...

    • I dunno wad else to say but...do tis people have any sense of shame? like...when izzit really funny or when izzit not N U look like a monkey...or clown...

    • We all encounter tis kinda people...Im jus unlucky tat there happens to be a big group of tis people during my course...=_=...
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    November 26

    Jus Sianz.

    • Sun...was rushing in de early part of de day...still I manage to be at tattooist Yuan's place...N got my wings done...
    • Inked...yet again...tis time much more torturous...I've yet to take any pics of it...becuz Im not de mood...cuz I have to stay in again...but tis time I really wanna hang in there N pull through tis course...
    • My wings arent done yet...still have ard 2 sessions to go...oh well...tis would make me wait for a long time before doing a new tattoo...although I already have some parts I wan done...but its gonna be awhile before I decide to do it...
    • Mon...went for de briefing...super boring...jus some crap talk...
    • I dunno wad Im feeling now...I guess partly is becuz I wont have much freedom yet again...but seriously...if U wan me to choose...I would rather go back to Tekong(only if its near to my place) then Sewbawang...ok lets jus say both camps R near...I will choose Tekong...=P
    • Well...I know its becuz I gotta adjust to another new place...I really hate tis part...de adjustment period...
    • I dun like my time to be taken away...booohooohooo...
    • Or maybe Im jus having a mood swing...gotta keep my mind busy...if not I'll go crazy...
    • Tue...oh shit tis...Im going to camp soon...N Im trying to update...nth really happen tis day...
    • Wed...last day staying out...boohooohooo...went out for lunch wif Chan...whos going to Japan today...sian...I cant go...
    • Packing...N more packing...dunno wad stuff I might have forgotten...hate packing...I wish I can jus bring my whole room along...=_=...
    • Tis is crap...anyway...tats it...Im going off soon...N again...I can only blog weekly...maybe even not...cuz I'll be resting...lying my lazy ass on bed stoning...=))
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    November 23

    I Forget To Post.

    • Cuz really...nth better to talk bout...Fri...leave...stayed at home...then went out to WM to get some stuff...forgot to settle my phone bill some more...!!!

    • Sat...was gonna go see if I'll get de tattoo done if de sketch is nice...but end up de tattooist got call back...sadded...lol...know tat blinking thingy tat will appear on de TV wif tis green soldier at de side? lol...suay...

    • But anyway...might be getting inked tis Sunday...woohooo...
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    November 20

    Usual Stuff.

    • 2 days have passed...nth fun happened...

    • U can say Im boring becuz I dun like to play games like True or Dare...N those fist games U play while drinking...basically I jus dun wanna get so hyped up over tis kinda meanigless games...if U wanna know anything jus ask me N I'll tell U if I can...If Ur so desperate to win de game...I'll let U win...

    • Yah Im boring...jus dun be shocked when I amazed U wif crazy stuff I'll do...Nah...I dun have to prove anything to anyone...

    • I need sleep now...Zzzz...
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    November 18

    Cant Have Too Much Time.

    • Im bored...I wanna talk to someone but dunno who...I wouldnt know wad I wanna talk bout even if there's somebody...I jus wan somebody by my side...Its difficult being single...sigh~~

    • U dunno how sick of life I am...

    • Its no longer about desperation...Its pure companionship...N everybody needs it...

    • Standing at yet another crossroad in life N punching myself over which road I should take...I need a sign tat leads me to...tat girl...

    • Tuesday...RSAF Anniversary Family Day at Sentosa...I would say its a waste of my time...but NS itself is already a waste of my time...sigh...life sux...
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    Tis Is Really It.

    • Stayed out late everyday...going to east coast park for both Sat N Sun...

    • Wad I really am interested in saying is...I guess Im jus deprived of love...de love tat comes from a GF...I dun need anyone to understand me...I jus need to be love by a girl...

    • I'll jus be open to all female beings out there...N hopefully soon enough...I can find someone...seriously...4yrs is too long...!!!

    • THE END.
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    November 14

    Y So Sudden.

    • Thursday...gotta start clearing my leave N also gotta push forward de date to get my tattoo outline done...
    • Exciting...nth else for today...
    • Friday...woohoo...took leave for Mon...long weekend for me...=))
    • Kinda busy today compared to other days where I still get to sit down N rest...no complains...still a pretty gd day...
    • Going out soon...driving ard wif Akira...toodles...=))
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    November 12

    Can't Explain.

    • Tue...survived another day in camp...not like its tat difficult...=P...
    • Ive actually been running in circles...well tats wad I feel...
    • I somehow got back up on my feet N try to love...then when giving in all I have it turns me into an irritant most of de time...N then I fall back down sobbing away...but eventually getting better but not gd enough to fall in love again...its been going on...for close to 4yrs now...
    • I dunno how long it'll be before I would choose to get back into de fight to win one's heart...oh well..."It's better to have love N lost , then to have love at all." : Leap Years...
    • Im strong enough to overcome tis obstacles becuz now tat its been occurring for a few times now...it kinda makes me feel like its nth...cuz I think Im recovering faster now...
    • Ive actually not been posting pics...but still people visit...I thank u all...=))...N even "U" still visit when U've already said tat U detest me...
    • Quote : Unless U really choose to , nth in tis world can change wad U've decided on doing , jus choose smart , choose fast & be happy. Jus dun regret it in de end.
    • Wed...got news tat Im going for driver course on de 27th...woohoo...I wonder how its gonna be like...but I will try to enjoy it...
    • Sadly...going to de driver course I wont be able to be home everyday...but nvm...Im looking forward to de course...I hope everything goes smoothly...
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    November 10

    Nothing Much.

    • Sunday...sleep N try to get as much rest as possible before going to meet Akira N all to play Bball...
    • But before tat...went to meet my dear wife Alfreda then we went over to Joewe's hse...they were having a buffet N I think its for Jeslyn's Bday...so stayed there for awhile...ate dinner there...wife didnt eat...then went we went off she started to complain...
    • Went to play Bball...abit sian leh...not many of our people were there...
    • Wifey wanted to have pepper lunch...but she said she was full after eating Mc'Flurry...=_=...then I bought pocky for her...jus to let her eat abit more...
    • Went off wif Wifey at 10...took MRT together then we seperated...
    • Kinda boring for a Sunday lah...but as long as there's my Bro N Wife...its pretty much gd enough for me...=))...
    • Monday...camp again...boring yet again...N so weekdays is boring boring boring...!!!
    • I find myself still influenced by wad U say...thus I would wanna explain...I cant help but still look out for Ur best interest...I wouldnt wan U to get hurt by landing urself in dangerous situation...if I can help it I will...
    • Still I see U as a fren of mine...N I dun mind all de bad things U would say...of cuz there are several other people I would look over...so dun feel like Im onli bothering bout Ur well being...
    • I jus hope I can be like a big brother in Ur eyes now...cuz in my eyes Ur a little sister to me tat Ive once have had special feelings for...onli tat now its different...jus take care N look after urself...cuz things are not as easy as U think...N not all frens will be looking over U...jus play smart...
    • I might have lost all faith in giving love to a special someone...but Ive yet to lose faith in giving love to my dear frens out there...having suffered more then wad U all have seen...I wouldnt wan it to happen to anyone else...still it cant be helped...N all I wish is tat my presence will help...
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    November 09

    Yet Another.

    • Fri...going to camp wif gd mood...=))...
    • Even when I scolded a faggot in camp...it was still a gd day...A pretty exciting day in camp...compared to other days...lol...=_=...
    • Hung out at Dragonfly at night...celebrating Jeslyn's Bday...jus went in to yet another new place to look ard...didnt stay long N soon Akira N I went off...
    • Sat...woke up in de afternoon...Kelvin was already at my hse using my com...then Akira was bout to come so I quickly go get rdy...
    • Drove de van up from de car park...ran back...pass de key to Akira...got all my stuff...N went back to de Van...clean up de Van abit then off we went...
    • Akira N I went to WM to have our hair cut...then went to Kel's hse to get his stuff...then went to meet Kaname N Joey before fetching Jasmine...
    • Finally on our way to Kallang...
    • 2 major stuff happened...I forgotten which was first but...most of us de hockey skaters got banned...or wadever...we R jus too fast for Kallang...
    • Then Ive got things I have to settle wif Jasmine...N so I went to talk to her to clear things up...it was obvious...she's avoiding me...like Im still interested in U...so talked to her N ask her...N now its clear...we cant be frens...since she says she's not interested in talking to me N seeing me...ok fine...de last things I can do for U is tis...I promise I'll not talk to U or let U see me...but dun blame me if we jus happen to see one another on de streets...
    • Wif Akira's hot temper...after being shouted at to stop speeding in de rink...he shouted back at tat baldy...he jus couldnt handle him N sissy him wanted to ban Akira...Banning him is as gd as banning me so I didnt wanna see Akira alone in tis matter...so I shouted at tat baldy to ban me as well...
    • But then he called more people to give him their IC's to be recorded...was it my fault to shout at him N dragged others wif me? Im not sry for tat...my Bro jus got banned I would have given him a taste of my fist if I wasnt thinking...
    • After getting banned N we left tat pathetic skating rink...we went to jurong for dinner...
    • Then everyone went home N some went some other place...but some of us went home to get rdy to come out again to boat quay to another Jeslyn's Bday celebration...but tis time we stayed for awhile onli...
    • Akira Kaname Joey N I in de Van plus Wang on de bike...we went to de coffee shop outside Cine to have supper...while waiting for my Wife...=P...Alfreda...JK hoh she's not my wife...I jus love to call her tat...
    • She was watching late night movie...N since de group of us were kinda free , we hung out at Orchard while waiting for my wife to finish her movie...
    • Sent her home N 1 of her fren...we went over to St. James again but jus to see if there were anything serious going on there...but chatted wif Akira's fren...then nth really serious...so we went home...
    • Sunday...delayed post...cant help it...all de late night events...Zzzz...continuing sunday's event on de next post...
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    November 06

    Go N Die Loh.

    • Errr...Wed...nth to say leh...jus slack in camp loh...
    • Sensitivity...kinda high for me...ok...to be clear...I dunno how to tell if Im actually attracted to anyone or is there even anyone attracted to me...=((...boohooo...Im so desperate...lol...so wad do U care? Not happy give me a call...N I'll pee on Ur face...lalalala...
    • Yipee...Thursday's over...!!!
    • Which means its friday next...
    • Ok...there's nth much to talk bout...
    • Im gonna become rebellious soon...muahaha...U'll soon know Y...hiak hiak...
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    November 04

    Life's Meaningless Now.

    • I cant help but wish Im dead right now...dun stop me...I jus wish life would end here immediately...no 1 would be sobbing over my death for long...N soon I'll be forgotten...
    • I think...I lack of feeling impt to someone...true importance...someone who would really die if I were to disappear...a real somebody tat when 1 of us were to die de other wouldnt be able to live on...maybe...maybe tats wad I wan...
    • Perhaps tat will be de source tat would make me live on...N work hard for a great life...jus perhaps...
    • In times of desperation...I seek to end my life...rather then to seek unreal love...U can also call it flirting ard...when will I be clear of myself...I dun wanna struggle anymore...struggling to find answers...stuggling to release myself from misery...jus...
    • Kill me...='(
    • Well...Tuesday...I feel a whole lot better...Ive always been like tat...getting by each day by myself...eventually my mood will get better...still a little frustrated...but alls well...
    • I find myself not attracted to her anymore...yipee...I guess when I choose to let go...I really am strong enough mentally to do it...=)...Im proud of myself...lol...
    • Dinner wif Chan today...long time no see...N now we makan...lol...jus a little meeting wif stupid girl chan...muahaha...
    • Waiting for my Piggy to finally return from Australia...after her studies...11 Dec...!!! Cant wait...!!! Plus getting de angel wings tattoo Ive thought bout for quite awhile during Dec too...
    • DECEMBER...a mth I cant wait for...!!! 1 of de mth I love sooooo much...!!!
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    November 02

    Rules...!!!

    • Rules of being a guy...
    • Never raise Ur hand on a girl...
    • Never raise Ur voice to a girl...
    • She comes first all de time...
    • Yah right...like we guys can ever make ourselves stay to tis 3 golden rules...
    • Im jus talking cock...
    • Cuz I jus came back from witnessing best frens , a couple , having problems...yet another break up...
    • I think Im jus angry tat Ive been single for so long...N to see so many frens getting together N then break up during de 4yrs Ive been single...
    • I sure have seen lots N lots of stuff, both gd N bad regarding relationships...
    • Sick of listening to my frens complaining how bad their life is...how terrible they feel being wif their gf/bf...blah blah...
    • Really please...U think Ur life is tat bad...stop wadever Ur doing N really notice Ur gd fren here Andrew...see wad is behind tat smile...really look at wad Im going through...
    • I hate all of U...!!! hate hate hate hate...I hate her...hate her for de fact tat she's made me like her...!!!
    • November...a mth tat makes me feel like nth will be going on...to me November is a mth where things will be pretty quite...becuz we R all getting rdy for December which is de mth of celebration...Christmas...de day to give...I love tis day...
    • Oh...wads been going on...nth really...I jus got no life...no influence in any sense...cant get girls to go out...weakling number 1...
    • Ive actually been dreaming bout someone new for 2 consecutive days...Im not surprise...becuz I know Im pretty desperate now...but I'll give myself a mth to calm down...N come to a decision by Dec 17th...all will be clear...reason? Tat very day marks de 4th yr Ive been single...
    • I really cant belive tat I actually made it to de 4th yr...If U were to ask me a long time back If I'll be able to live without finding a gf for 4 or maybe 3yrs...I'll tell U it will nvr happen...haha...N here I M...onli a mth plus to my 4th yr anniversary...
    • Tried to forget how terrible Ive been feeling...singing in Party World...forget bout my life...jus scream my lungs out...!!!

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    • I wan...I wan...I wan...I wan NS to be not much of a diff from now...hopefully as little changes as possible...I wan...I wan...I wan a gf...a gf tat I really like...for who she is...not from any other influences...jus pure special feelings for her...I wan...I wan...I wan to feel fantastic...
    • Yet again...Im day dreaming...I wish...I wish I could cry like I did back when I was far away from home...in a miserable place called Tekong...so much explanation...N yet I dunno Y I wanna put it down...I dunno Y I would wanna put it down here...who exactly would I wan to know bout wad I really wanna say? CONFUSED...
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